My Thoughts

#22

At times like these at night, I wish that I had a boyfriend because then  I could call them and start crying about the sad anime I'm watching or tell how terrible school was... because I would have someone to lean on. I don't date any I like because I say bullshit like "Guys are stupid in high school so I'll wait til college", but it's mainly because I don't think they would stay. I kinda just say I've had boyfriends so I don't sound sad when I say I never really any. I've had them but they don't really count because I dropped them before they could drop me. It's weird I know, but it's like a force of habit that I can't break. Idk I guess I'll stay single forever or until someone comes along and breaks down the fortress I've built around myself.