Love And Marriage

letting go

Janae Pov.

So after last night i had the whole morning to think if this is what i wanted. And after that talk me and hakeem had before he went to go get bre it really had me have a change of thought with everything . So right now im getting dress .

Hakeem: So baby have you thought about what all your going to do ?

Me: Yea i will just take us to cheddar's and we can talk it on from there.

Hakeem: You sure you want to go alone ? I will come if you want

Me: No im sure and then too its between the both of us and i feel like with the extra people we will never get it to a good point. But what i do want you to do while im gone is talk to tae and august because i feel like she shouldve done it another time knowing i will be stressing and stuff yet along im pregnant . * I said putting on my brown cardio sweater*

Hakeem: Yea that i will do and i feel you but at the same time baby you have to look at it you was never going to be prepared to face them now yes she was wrong for doing it that night but she wants you all to be a family .

Me: I know *sighs* I guess your right.

Hakeem: Nah you dont guess you know give me some sugga .

After getting dress and talking to hakeem we went downstairs where everybody else was. I can tell there was a little bit of tension between me and tae because of what pop off but i cant handle two issues at once so i will deal with her later.

Me: Okay now this is how today is going to go , Miss Mary me and you are going to go out and talk alone and figuare out some things everyone else yall can stay here or go home .

Mary : Well i think that will be nice and you look beautiful .

Me: Yea and thanks are you ready?

Mary: Yes

So before i left my mama had called me .

Mama Erica: Look baby i just want you to go easy on her ok and also im so proud of you for taking this step and also remember your carrying my grandbaby so go easy ok . * she said and kiss my forehead*

Me:I know mama .

So we pulled up at cheddar's and got us a seat and after that we ordered then we talked. But by me being me i cant sugar code anything but at the same time i have to remember everything happens for a reason.

Me: So how you been over the past years?

Mary: I been good , i been missing you and your daddy you know.

Me: Yea .

Mary: But i can tell your life is doing good your music,your photos,store,and you even got a good young man to be there for you.

Me: You listen to my music?

Mary: Oh yes baby i really love that song i got you .

Me: Oh yeah thats my favorite one to.

After that it got quite . But i knew we didnt come here for no reason.

Me: So i want to start off by saying im so sorry for how i acted last night .

Mary: Its ok baby i know it was all out of anger , you look just like your daddy .

Me: Yea thats what tae tells me but i have a question ?

Mary: Yes?

Me: How come you left ?

Mary: *Sighs* Baby i felt like i needed to respect your daddy but dont ever for a second think i havent talk to your mom and check up on you or didnt want to be its just your daddy is my only son and i couldnt lose him you know .