Try Again? {Vikkstar123 Fanfiction}

Chapter 2

•Vikk's POV•

I was having so much fun with Lachlan (Sowwy not a Vikklan fanfic tho XD) but it was closing to night, so he dropped me off at the sidemen house.

"Hey Vikk! Did Krista just drop you?" JJ asked.

"Oh... No... We just broke up..." I said looking down.

"What? You... You mean it?" JJ asked softly.

"Yeah... She got a picture in the mail that a look alike version of me was with another girl..." I trailed off.

"Oh Vikk, I'm so sorry mate, I wish I could do something..." JJ said.

"Well, I guess we weren't meant to be," I shrugged, "I need to use the restroom."

"You gonna be okay mate?" He asked.

"Yeah..." I said.

"Okay, well, goodnight Vikk," JJ said walking into the kitchen.

I ran into the bathroom and shut the door. I grabbed my razor, and sliced lice...

My arms and legs were bleeding red marks and I cried in the bathroom for about an hour. I gotta forget her... but I can't. My dad did always teach me that it's good to have feelings and emotions... Now I wish I didn't have emotions...

"Krista, if only you were here," I whispered, "It's like she's right next to me..."

My plan was to bleed out and just die without pain. Then, I realized, I can do something else.

When everyone went to sleep, I ran outside to jump in front of a truck or car and die.

•Krista's POV•

"Oop! She's waking up!" I heard voices.

"God?" I whispered.

"Oh my, you must be dilusional dear, here, sit up and have something to eat," A nurse said.

I wasn't sad anymore, I was mad. Mad that I wasn't dead, mad that now I gotta countinue living, mad at them, at myself...

She handed me an apple and a glass of orange juice, and some pain killer.

"And I won't leave till you eat and drink," She said as I awkwardly drank up the orange juice and gulped down the pain killer. Next I munched on the apple to the core throwing it out.

"Good job, now, this young man found you in the back of Tesco," She said.

"Um, hi," The dark haired guy said.

"Hi, um, what's your name?" I asked.

"Oh, my name is Zach, what's your's?" He asked.

"I'm Krista," I say.

"Oh, that's a really pretty name," Zach said making me smile.

Zach checked me out of the hospital, the doctor gave me anti-depressants, and I was out.

"Would you like to get some coffee sometime?" He asked.

"Can we get some right now? I mean, I got no where to go, I broke up with my boyfriend, my dad's a monster, and my mom lives in Nevada," I admit.

"Oh, do you need money?" He asked.

"No, I just need to move somewhere. I got money to move, just I have to find a place," I explain.

"I see."

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Skipping time

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"Thank you," I say as he enters his number into my phone.

"Well, you need a place to stay? I got a spare room in my flat," He says.

"Yes, thank you," I say gratefully.

•Vikk's POV•

"Hello Vikkram, how are you doing?" The nurse came in.

"I've been better," I say.

"Here, eat quickly, you're being checked out," She said.

"Wait, I just got here," I say.

"Actually, you've been here for about four days, we're finished with your medical proccedure," She says, "By the way, this lady had saved your life."

A girl with black hair with blue ends, and bright green eyes who was kinda goth came up.

"Hey! My name is Cassy, what's your's?" She asked.

"I'm Vikk," I say.

"Cool, so are you doing okay? Once I saw you in the middle of the road passing out, I knew I had to help you," She said.

We talked for awhile, and we started to walk to the park once I was checked out.

"It's funny how some people believe everything they hear without making their own judgements, they just assume anything," Cassy laughed.

"Heh, yeah, my girlfriend broke up with me reccently, and she believed a trash photo of me supposably cheating on her. I'm just not like that, and she should know!" I say.

We started getting more personal with our chats until we exchanged numbers.

"So, I guess I'll see you later Vikk," She said.

"Yeah, see ya," I said laughing as I walked home.

"Uhg! There you are Vikk!" Simon said.

"Now Si, can we please go find out what the hell happened to Krista?" Alice asked.

"Yep. But Vikk, where the fuck have you been mate? I went into your room and you weren't there! And I checked everywhere! I swear!" Simon said.

"Well, I basically attempted to kill myself, but now I'm going to get therapy. And also, I met someone new... She's way different than anyone I've met," I explain.

"So... Are you like, over Krista? Already?" Alice asked.

"Yeah... Why?" I ask.

"Oh, no reason... So, when did you meet this girl?" Alice asked.

I explained about how she found me attempting, and how she got me into the hospital.

A/N ^•^