Try Again? {Vikkstar123 Fanfiction}

Chapter 3

About five months had passed

•Alice's POV•

God, where the hell did Krista go? I think she had killed herself... So I just... Gave up looking for her... The sidemen house was definitely, what's the word, quieter than before. We used to curse and laugh together, now we just cry on the inside and are silent towards each other.

Simon keeps questioning everything, JJ just doesn't sing, Vikk seems to be happy with his bitch girlfriend Cassy. Reason why I call her that is because she wasn't nice to me. She called me a whore for dating Simon and asked me very sensitive questions. And Josh just also left to be with Freya so that he could get his mind off things. Harry just stayed inside his flat instead of his regular visits, Ethan just avoided everyone. And lastly, Tobi was like a brother to Krista, he barely said anything about the situation or anything relating it... Did Krista really affect all of us this hard?

The Sidemen house is just so grey nowadays.

•Krista's POV•

It wasn't too long ago before Zach and I started dating. I kept telling myself I was happy, but I didn't feel happy. I felt fake happiness. We moved overseas to Nevada and I found a place to live with him. Just lying next to him didn't feel the same as lying next to Vikk... I kinda missed our minecraft sword fights, and our gaming together, livestreaming. Of course I still posted to my channel so that I could get money to pay bills. I put an update video to say that I was no longer associated with the Sidemen.

"Babe, what's wrong? You seem so down lately?" He said.

"I've just been a little out of it I guess. I miss my friends in London," I say.

He nods.

If Vikk were here, he would've held onto me. Why am I so strained in my heart?

"It's like you're right next to me," I whisper to myself, "But he's probably moved on already. He doesn't want me anymore... It's all my fault. I was just so upset at that photo..."

Then my thoughts were interupted when I saw an email that said I was invited to a convention in LA.

I smiled. The first time I get to get reconnected with the fans and YouTube. 

•Vikk's POV•

"Simon! We're invited to another convention in LA!" I say.

"Really? That's awesome! When is it?" He asked.

It was in about four days, so we booked a flight for eight of us, since Ethan had a streaming thing to go to and JJ was doing some music thing. We had an extra ticket for my new girlfriend, Cassy.

We packed today, because tomorrow we were leaving for the actual event.

I saw Cassy already on her phone in my bed.

"Hey Cass, have you ever felt something was wrong but it's right in reality?" I ask.

"Why?" She asked.

"Just wondering," I say looking at my thumbs.

"Well, I'm going to sleep, night," She said.

I lied down too. God her acrylic nails were digging into my skin. If Krista was here, her hands would be soft, then again, she had a bad habbit of bitting her nails. But still, it felt like knives in my back.

"It's like you're right next to me," I whisper to myself, "But she's probably moved on already. She doesn't want me anymore... It's all my fault. I was just too upset to stop her..."

•Krista's POV•

I walked outside and sat on the balchany. 
I started to write down in my journal...

Dear Vikk,

I hope we cross paths again, and if you're reading this, we have. I love you, I've never stopped loving you. Your kindness, your good heart, everything. I would rather cut off ten years of my life just to spend time with you. We could spend our days taking naps, streaming, playing Minecraft, Minecraft sword fights, anything. I would give up anything and everything to be with you... But I know, it's too late. 

I love you,

Krista

I folded the note up and put it in my pocket looking up at the city skyline with regret. 
I could've been looking over London with Vikk, instead of crying my eyes out everyday.

A/N It'll get better promise ^_^