Is Love What I Need?

Chapter 11

I miss him and he Misses Me

Lexi 2 months later.....

I walked over to my closet looking for something that wouldn't show my little pudge. Yes I said pudge. I'm pregnant with Lucas baby. Yes he knows I wasn't about to keep the baby from him. We still love each other deeply but I'm still hurt and Im afraid to go back at it. Karion on the other hand has became like my best friend and we do not make out or kiss. We both agreed we had liqour in our system and we should just stay friends.

I groaned in frustration ad I just changed my mind and kept on my pink work out booty shorts and my lime green sports bra. My hair was in a messy bun and I was tired for looking for clothes. I went and grabbed some snacks from my refrigerator. No I don't live with Ms.Michelle anymore I live in a one bedroom apartment right outside the hood where its calm but its still some violence. I grabbed some strawberries and went and sat on my couch and scrolled through Netflix.

*FlashBack*

"BABY!!" I yelled as Lucas picked me up and threw me on the bed while laughing. "What You don't wanna lay down wit yo man" he said smirking at me. I playfully hit his chest. Then he stared in my eyes. "I love you Lexi" he said staring at me. I felt my eyes get watery. "I love you too" I said as he started kissing me and it lead to having sex.

I was knocked out of my thoughts when somebody knocked on my door. I went and looked through the peep hole and saw Keke standing there.

"MY BABBYY" I yelled as we attacked each other."I missed youuuu" she said hugging me tight. I stepped back and let her in. "So whatchu been up to girl" she said getting comfortable. I sat down and sighed. "I miss him Ke I was just thinking about the first time he told me he love me." I said as tears filled the rim of my eyes. "Awww baby don't cry, he misses you too. He tells August all about how the house feel empty without you" she said rubbing my back. "B-But he told the other girl he loved her and it fucked me up Ke" I said as the tears decided to fall. "Girl he was in the mood, he don't love that girl not the way he moping around and shit. He always coming over our house talking bout how he wish he was with you during the pregnancy. All how he fucked up, that nigga hurting" she said looking me in the eyes. I smiled a little then a frown came as somebody knocked on the door. "I'll get it" Keke said smirking. I knew she had something up her sleeve.

She opened the door. "Hey baby" she said as I heard august voice. Then I heard his voice. I got up and peeped. We made eye contact and I turned my head and went upstairs. I closed my door and just sat on my bed. I wasn't mad at him I was more so hurt than anything. I heard footsteps up the stairs and then somebody walked into my room. My back was turned so I didn't  see who it was. I felt keke hands on my back. I turned around crying. These damn hormones.