Lexi Is a girl that doesn't really know love. Her family doesn't show it to her,so when Lexi starts questioning her self Is Love what I Need? She doesn't know if she's greedy or needs it. She meets people along the way, that changes her life for goo...
I sat at Momma Michelle house. That's Camilla mom. I was hurting like a motherfucker. He was my everything. My first love. He took my fucking V-Card and this what the hell he do to me. I wiped the hot tears from my face but they kept coming. Im just fucked all over. I'm mad as hell. But I may be carrying his baby. I know damn well I'm keeping my baby I'm a grown ass woman. I don't give a damn if I'm only 20. I just hope he has a great life without me.
I sucked up my tears and threw on some Yoga pants and a tank top with my huraches. I tied my hair up and grabbed my keys. I kissed Momma Michele and left to go get the rest of my stuff...........
I pulled up to my old house and saw he was there. I groaned in frustration knowing this about to be hard as hell. I gained my confidence and walked inside of the house. It was quiet. I walked upstairs into my room to see him laying down watching TV. He didn't hear me come in so I just walked pass and started grabbing my stuff.
"Lexi where the hell you going" he said looking at me with piercing eyes. " I'm not a fucking doll or a damn toy Lucas you fucking played me like one though. I'm sitting here waiting on you but you off fucking some hoe." I said as I tried my best to hold back my tears. "Baby I love you she don't mean nothing to me." He said as a tear fell down his eye. I shook my head and continued grabbing my stuff. " You not leaving this damn house Lexi" he said as his voice cracked. I ignored him and grabbed my suitcase. I walked up to the door and walked out. I walked down the stairs and was about to open the door when he slammed it back shut. "Lexi that fucking girl don't mean nothing to me" he said. I looked at him as tears fell down my eyes. "Did u tell her you love her while y'all was having sex?" I said hoping for a answer I wanted to hear. "What" he said. "DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT FUCKING TELL HER I LOVE YOU LUCAS" I said annoyed. He looked down and whispered it. " What you say" I said as my voice cracked. "Y-yeah" he said lowly. I nodded my head and tears started pouring down. I grabbed my bag and walked out. " Lexi please I don't love her I was just in the moment I -I didn't know what I was doing." He pleaded to me. I just shook my head and got in my car. He banged on the window. He was super red his eyes was filled with tears. I backed out of the driveway.
I drove blasting Did You mean it. I was crying my eyes out. I was in so much pain. I felt like my heart was actually aching. I screamed out. I drove to mama M house and start moving my stuff in.
Those were my thoughts. I felt stupid. I messed up a fucking relationship with a perfect ass girl. My dumbass. I gotta get her back. I just got too. I grabbed a beer and went and sat in Myroom since. Its just me again. I turned on the TV and laid back. Trying my damnest not to cry. I heard a knock on the door. I ran downstairs and looked in the peephole and saw August. I let him in.
"Wassup nigga, fuck wrong witchu" he said looking at me. "Man I fucked up Lexi den cut a nigga totally the fuck off. With no fucking notice cause my dumbass wanna go out and cheat. Fucking up something that was so perfect" I said as I cried like a fucking baby. "Damn nigga you did fuck up, she love yo crazy ass and she know it. Did she shed tears when she came to get her stuff?" He asked. I nodded my head. " well there you go, she loves you but hates you right now. I'm yo nigga so I'll tell you this but she might go find another nigga bruh.She knows what she deserves and she fine she gone find another nigga. I'm scared once Keke start getting in her head. You know that girl let's hit the club show that nigga shit." He said chuckling. I chuckled but cringed at the thought of somebody else loving something that was mine. Well still is...in my eyes.
LaterthatdaywithLexi
I put on my tight red body con dress. It fit my body just right. It show off all my curves. I looked at my butt in my body mirror. Then I put on my all red sparkly stilletos. Then I put my jewelry on. And I started walking downstairs.
"Awwwww look at my baby" Keke said. Keke was looking cute herself. Well more so Gorgeous. " Thank you baby..you look pretty to hunnyy" I said as we started to laugh.
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We was at the club and me and Keke was twerking. We was getting it. Then this nigga came up behind me. I turned around and he was sexy as hell. I didn't know what to do with myself. He was a fine dread head. I smiled at him and walked up on him.
"Who said you can just walk up on me and dance on me" I said smirking. He had the most sexy chuckle. "Well you fine I couldn't help myself baby girl" he said smiling. "You must be tryna fuck and duck me huh?" I said looking him in his eyes. "I ain't like that but I would like to buy you a drink and we talk at the bar. We can get to know each other" he said. " I would love that." I smiled and grabbed his hand.
Keke went home as soon as I told her I was with Karion cause August was calling her flipping. But we pulled up to my house in his Masarati. Yeah he got a lot of money like Lucas. But his personality richer. He opened the door for me and grabbed my hand. He walked me to the door.
"Thank you for everything Karion" I said smiling. He sent a glowing one back. I was about to go in my house when I was turned around and he grabbed my waist and kissed me passionately. Not hungry just passionetley and soft. He grabbed my ass and I gasped letting him get entrance with his tounge. We kissed for the longest. When we parted I had a shocked expression on my face.
"Call me baby girl" he said before kissing me one last time and getting in his car and leaving. I opened my door and walked inside locking it behind me. I slid to the bottom of the door. In a daze.
Whatthehelljusthappened.
IsLoveWhatINeed?
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