Is Love What I Need?

Chapter 18

Lucas

"Well Lexi is..." He paused. And dropped his head. "She lost a lot of blood...and she ended up having to have her baby earlier. Now this is pretty earlier so her baby is in our care. It can't breath on its own so I don't know if baby girl is gonna make it." He sighed. "About Lexi....I'm sorry for your lost but she didn't make it." He said.

I stood there froze. I could hear Keanna and Zania cry out loud. Lorielle and Keenon was confused. How the fuck was I gonna tell them this? They fuckin momma is dead. My heart. Love of my life. Gone. I yelled and punched the wall. "Mr.Williams!" The doctor yelled. I turned around. "NIGGA WHAT" I said angrily. "I was about to say that she didn't make it with the other baby. She was suppose to have twins. The other baby girl died." He said sighing. "Lexi isn't doing to good though she's in critical condition and the machine is breathing for her" he said. "There's hope but you never know" he said before walking away.

We asked if we could see her and we walked into her room. She was sleep with IVs in her arm and shit. Tubes tied to her. Its worse cause she was pregnant so her injuries affected more. I just knew she would be heart broken when she wake up and know one of her kids didn't make it. Lorielle and Kennon started talking to her and started crying cause she wasn't responding. I couldn't hold it anymore a nigga broke down and started crying. Quincy grabbed me and hugged me.

"Its gone be alright bro" he said hugging me I don't care if I sound like a bitch....this is my world laid up in a hospital bed.

A question popped in my head. Why was Quincy here and August wasn't. I called this nigga over five times. He still didn't answer. That's funny the nigga we was about to jump together is here instead of my so called day 1. I got mad respect for Quincy right now on some real shit.

The doctors came and got us out of the room. We couldn't stay anymore. I couldn't even stay the night. I kissed her forehead.

"Baby please wake up" was the last thing I said before walking out.

6 weeks later

Lexi
"Thanks Chanelle" I said to my favorite nurse. Yes I was still in the hospital. I could only breath a little I had oxygen up my nose. IVs and stuff was still in my arm of course but I'm doing better than what I was.

She smiled and walked out. Ten minutes later she came back with my baby girl. I named her Alexis Crystal Washington. I gave her my last name because Lori got Lucas last name. Plus she not Lucas baby.

I smiled down at her as she looked up at me with her brown eyes. I kissed the bridge of her nose. "Hey Mamas You look just like your momma...you so adorable" I said kissing all over her making her giggle and squirm. I heard my hospital door open and I looked up to see Keanna with my babies. I sighed.

"Hiii mommies babies" I said kissing them. "Mommy I wanna see me sister" Lori said. I picked her and keenon up and put them in the bed with me. I looked up at Keke. "He still didn't wanna come Ke?" I asked. She sighed and nodded her head. "He couldn't bare to see you have another nigga baby. And I quote that." She said. "How you holding up you know with the other baby dying?" She asked. I was still very hurt but I couldn't do anything my baby was with God. I hope she knows I love her. "I'm...I'm alright still hurt but I'll make it" I sighed. She grabbed Naomi from me and started rocking her.

"Sooo when is the weddingg" I sang. Keke laughed. "We not planning it until you get outta here" she said. I gave her that nigga what face. "Keanna are you serious" I asked her. "Yes you my Day 1 I'm waiting" she said sternly. I knew I was defeated so I gave up. "Where Zania" I asked. "She had to work" she said still rocking Naomi. I nodded my head. I looked up and seen Chanelle coming back. "Alright we just gone check on your blood pressure again ok girly?" She asked. I nodded my head and smiled. She gave Keke a welcoming smile and proceeded. The door opened again and Lucas walked in. I was shocked. He looked at me and gave me a small smile. I smiled back. Chanelle turned around and froze. Fuck is wrong with her?