CAN THUGS LOVE

The Talk

This chapter will be short but its worth it 💯

I watched as he looked at me I was more than nervous how do I tell him. Yes I still love him but he can't just come back in my life like he didn't hurt me. I wanted him to no I was carrying his baby but I didn't want to get back attached to somebody who put people before me.

I wasn't that girl any more. I knew my Worth's n I knew I was more then a back up bitch.

I sat at the table not knowing what to say. And he watched as my mouth opened in closed. Was now the right time I no he should no all that talking earl did shit giving hints and shit it make me wanna run in hide it shouldn't be so hard to let him no I'm having his baby should it?

"What's wrong why you over there looking crazy" he looked into my eyes and I wanted to hide I shouldn't of brought him here what was I thinking

" umm, umm, I umm," I couldn't say shit what was wrong with me why am I so afraid he wasn't afraid to hurt me I just don't wanna hurt myself what if he reject my child my baby want have a daddy just like me. I never needed any body n my baby don't either

"Speak up patient I can't hear shit u saying" I thought for a second and than our food came. Nothing made me happier than food my baby was hungry and I knew it the way she kicking I could tell. I wanted a girl all because Paris could be protective of her. But Paris wanted a brother n I can't do to lil boys.

He ate his food and I starred down at mine. And before I knew it I was saying the words I didn't think I was gonna say all day

"I'm pregnant"

I sat waiting for his response but he gave me nothing IG he took it well. I started to eat my food and his voice came out

" how many months?" I didn't look up his voice had no expression on it I don't no if he mad or if he's happy

"I umm" he cut me off

"How long huh, is the baby even mines or is it that nigga earls u fucking him? U having his baby? " he started to get loud I no he's upset but this isn't the place I wasn't gonna argue with him just because I'm not showing like that doesn't mean I'm a hoe I'll never fuck earl he like my brother who loves to flirt but I owe chase no damn explanation he got the game fucked up.

Chase was making himself upset by his thought we ain't together I can fuck who I want and have they baby. thing is chase was out fucking bitches and got another baby on the way he act like he was loyal to me when he wasn't.

"Really chase is it yours shit I bet yo ass claiming that other bitch baby tho man bye, CAN I GET A TO GO!" I YELLED just thinking about this shit was pissing me off I didn't wanna stress that's why I ain't tell him he makes everything into something bad in I can go without

" he was all on u at the shop so tell me what's up?" He grabbed my hand only making me more heated

"He care that's all I never fucked earl and I didn't plan on it. I'm 5 months probably I don't no I never been to the doctors cause I didn't wanna run into u . I was gonna tell u but at the right time n ig this wasn't the right time but I told u anyways. U can deny my child it'll only make me better at what I do or u can accept it cause even when I thoughts about getting a abortion I couldn't bring myself to it I was told I couldn't have a baby and to be pregnant it a miracle." can I get a to go plate  please and put my food in it I told him the real and he knew he regretted asking that dumb ass question but it made me feel better

" I'll set a appointment for tomorrow call off" was all he said finishing up his food that wasn't so bad  after all.