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it isnt your time to go!

Miracle pov

So many things was running thru my mind. My arm wasnt really hurting ig it because of the liquor. We went out tonight to turn up not to be shot at. I wonder where is my mom? Is she worried? Do she even no i got shot? All these questions was unanswered i looked over and i saw patient hook uo to alot of mechines all i could so was cry. Who would want to do sonething like this to us? What have we ever did to anyone? As the questions came the tears fell. Ray n chase came n the room looking so said when ray seem me crying he had the hurtiest face. Ray only see my cry once and thats when i was young i didnt understand why would my mom & dad leave with those hurrible people that did me so bad that night i cried ans promised i wouldnt cry anymore and after that i didnt until now this was a sight i would never wont to see.. "she didnt deserve this" was all i could say.. ray walked over to me and hugged me so tight. All i could do was hug him back n cry and his arms. Chase was so shock. To see patients like this and the way he looked at her was like he seen a ghost. Ray finially let me go an look as if he had to tell me something. His mouth opened but no words came out. Ray was my bestfriend and he tell me everything from child hood to now. His eyes held anger and hurt. Than chase steped to me and said He sorry. I was confused to why he was sorry. So i just said for what? You didnt do nothing!
Chase: this is all my fault if i would have drove a lil faster she wouldnt have been hooked up to all those mechines.
Me: its not your fault long as she breathing she'll be fine shes a fighter she gone make

I said will alot of hope n faith that patients is gonna make it out. She has a bright future and ik she very smart she like my sister n i wouldnt trade her for anything.

Ray finially spoke
Ray: mir she's and a coma

Him saying those words made me lose a lil hope

but he continued
She dead 3 times already it might be her time to go.. u got to let her go if its her time mir u cant hold on to something thats gone

His words broke my heart i was angry with his words i yelled
"NO NOT YET RAY SHE JUST GOT HERE SHE NOT GONE LEAVE ME LIKE MY MOM & DAD I NEED HER. The tears came back. SHES A FIGHTER SHE'LL MAKE IT. I GOT HOPE N FAITH N HER. IK SHE'LL MAKE IT. NOT DONT U EVER SAY THAT ABOUT HER PATIENTS DOBT DESERVE THIS I SHOULD BE THE ONE RIGHT THERE. I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR. THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE. I walked over to her pale body and touched her hand HAS A LIFE TO LIVE SHE HAD A FUTURE AND FOR U TO COME N HERE N SAY THAT BULLSHIT IS JUST WRONG RAY! I than stop yelling and wisphered shes gone to make it. As tears fell down.

He just looked at me as if i was the only person with hope n here. I had totally forgot chase was n the room.

Chase pov

Ray and mir convo was just to much and for him to say that about patients was realky outta line. But for her to say all those.good things about patients made a nigga really realize life is nothing to play with. Death catch up with everybody but it isnt patients time. I just watched her body as she tryd to move. Every touch mir gave patients made her stronger. She's really a fighter and even if she dont make it ik god a be happy to have her.
RAY POV

miracle never got loud with me no even when she was mad and ik i was wrong for saying that but it aint that much hope and the world. N for her to feel that way about patient made me think about when my grandma died i was to young to understand was what my mama told me.. my grandma was the best n she was more of a mother to me than my real mama. N when she disappeared i had so much hope she was gone come back but she never did all the night i stayed up praying that she came back or even visit never happened. And for mir to have so much hope n faith made me realize there may be a way that she was right it might not be patients time to go.

Patients pov

Heard mir yelling and all i wanted to do is tell her i would be ok weather i make it or not. I heard everything mir said and for her to think so good of me made me wanna fight even harder to wake up.Than i saw a light with this beautful women coming from it holding her hand out calling my name she walked with a beautful smile on her face once i got to where she was she said "walk with me" and we began walking. It was like a dream but only seem so real as she took my hand she looked and my eyes and spoke
I missed you patients. U gotting so big. I been watching you every since i past. Patients u have to fight baby.
Me: who are you.
Her: im your mother patients and god sent me to tell u this isnt your time. You arent ready baby girl i want see u for a very long time. And for me to just see u one more time is a blessing ik u feel all alone in this world but what ever u do stay close to miracle she's your other half. Fight baby girl just keep fighting

Me: mama i need you please dont leave me i have nobody mama please this is my first time ever seeing u take me with u mama! Please

As she disappeared into the light as i tryed to run after and there was her voice once for
Im watching u baby girl your life is worth living. Patients fight im gone always be here

i than dropped to my knees n said why! Why god.. i need her i have nobody take me! Take me with u.

Im tired of fighting but i will not give up. I than seen a man and he pointed to a big door. May i ask is this heaven or was i just waiting for a beautful start And something new than i remember my mom saying it isnt your time when i walked thru the doors i saw ray, mir and even chase. I smiles at them but ig they couldnt see me. Miracle was crying i walked over to her n touched her shoulder and wisphered and her ear and said mir stop crying im right her when i said that she held her shoulder and said patients and smiles i kissed her on the cheek and wispher ill be here thru it all u hear me i want leave u. Now tell the boys to stop looking so sad im almost ready

miracle pov

i felt something touch my shoulder so i put my hand over my shoulder than i heard a voice n my head saying "stop crying im right here"

I smiles at the voice cause i knew it was patients so i said "Patients" thats when the boys looked at me like i was crazy. N than looked back down she wisphered something else and my ear " ill be here thru it all u hear me i want leave u. Now tell the boys to stop looking so sad im almost ready " and thats when the hand that i felt on my shoulder left i looked at chase who still havent said nothing and smiled..
chase: what u smiling for
Me; Patients
Ray: miracle not now
Me: she told me she almost ready
chase: what
Me: and she told me to tell yall stop looking so sad she right here so theres nothing to worry about
Chase: man im not boutta play with u so now u telling me u talking to ghost
Me: patients isnt a ghost n she talked to me i just listened
ray: man mir u tripping chase go get the doctor
Me: uk what both of yall get out now!

As they was walking out they looked backed but how mad i was i didnt realize patients was waking up.

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