CAN THUGS LOVE

say goodbye !!

Real bitches ride together that's what my people always told me.

After we left the drop we went home i got a call from ray and he sounded really worryed.

Whats the word... i said once i answered the phone i wasnt really tryna talk we got alot to do since we leaving in a few

We leave no tracks no dont look back if they choose to do the drop we a be gone before they no it. With a way to find us. Its gonna be far just up in leaving
But ill never in life ruining what they got going on so its time to say goodbye.

"Yall good what happened!?" He said in a worried tone he just dont no maybe they didnt open the package

"Im sorry ray but this is goodbye, we looked at the package and disagreed. We can't take that deal our time is up here."
I hung up the phone and continue to pack.

I yelled to the girls we leave tonight so text yall little boos good bye if yall wanna tell them face to face yall have 2 hours better get to stepping

I was still packing its been 30 mins. I thought i heard something coming from out side the other girls just left so i knew it wasnt them i went to patients room with my gun loaded ready to shoot who ever this is.
Me & Patients was almost down the stairs when two people come busting in the house like they was the police me n patients shoot but missed

"Aye wtf yall shooting at us for? " ray said and i just turn around and went to my room n locked the door.

Its gone be hard turning to face him i threw my phone and broke it so nobody can track us when we leave we decided to go to Atlanta. I sat on the floor in looked around this room tears just start falling down i cant believe im just up and leaving .

I really wanted me and ray to work but i cant, it wont , not from where we gonna be it supposed to been different way DIFFERENT. And its truly hurting. This isnt a proper goodbye its just a see you later.

I want to my bed and cryied my eyes out. I heard somebody knock on the door and i knew it was the one and only Ray..

"Mir open the door", "open the fucking door miracle ". "I just want to talk mir open the door please". He went on for about 5 mins until i opened the door he walked in and i broke down this cant be happening.

Patients Pov

I just got done packing. I have nothing to say to no one i had a nice time her its just time to move on.

Chase came in and the expression on his face wasnt to happy well shid not my fault. I put a smirk on my face to hide all the emotions.

"Patients wtf is this, where are you going ??" He semi yelled making me jump alittle

"Oh dont act like you dont no chase, its a no deal & our time here is done. I want be staying another day here in the dirty F it isnt for me." I said lieing but tell the truth i could tell he want to yell

"Wait, what are you talking about patients, what deal where are you going? Dont go its way more to it than just this patients.. is it because of me ??" He said so confused

"Well ig yall aint look at the package." I got up walked to my desk and throw him the package "this deal is off did yall set this up to see how loyal we are or is it that this trap game aint for girls so yall see if we pussy or not we not going to take the deal so we leaving we can make it on our own we don't need yall help." I said with so much seriousness and pain i cant believe them im really starting to hate chase the shit he done the shit he put me thru the whole 9 yards just some bull shit so im done.

"Its not like that you dont no what you talking about patients we didnt do this i promise i wouldn't do you like that you mean alot to mep i wouldnt be the one to take you out just stay patients why are you leaving." He said with hurt in his eyes that made my eye water

" i dont belong here, im leaving because i have a choice and i choose to take my team and start all over this here is for yall,yall can keep this its meant for you. I.want something different something thats meant for me ." I said as i hided the tears that really want to come down my face

Can you get out in let me finish i dont want to be bothered. I lied why am i always lieing i like chase but i will not let him see me hurting

"By the looks of it, it seems like your all done just tell me where your going P?" Chase asked as if he was goona come with

"Dont worry about it." I said with all seriousness maybe we was ment to be and another life

Bye chase i said and hugged him. Ik he's heart broken cause right now my heart is hurting i tried to walk away but he grabbed my hand and pulled me close and kissed me so passionately i couldn't do nothing but enjoy it and kiss back. A tear fell down my face ass i pulled away why is my head doing through so much emotions.

" chase i have to go now." I said trying to move his hands as he held me

"Chase please " dont do this you making this hard

" Than stay" he said as his eyes burned a whole in my heart that ill always remember i have a soft spot for him

"Ill keep and contact, or maybe we a come visit once a year " i said as i thought about it well the girls well love to be with they boo's n i could see myself coming back for chase.

3Rd person pov
Patients left chase as she went to put her stuff and the car everybody was ready but something told her maybe this was a new start but maybe this a bad ending she sat and her car in cried as chase watched her from the front door. She pulled off without looking back and everybody made it to airport all the girls looked sad but hey thats what you get if you want to start over to a new life they got on jet and talked for a hour than fell asleep. They all dreamed about.there lover but right now theres no going back because they have already said their goodbyes