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daddys back

Mir POV

Ray came to my hotel room drunk last night an all I wanted was some scape time to be along but we took it to far and now I regret letting him and he's still upstairs while I'm down here listening to Mary j not gone cry

I love ray but he keep doing me wrong I can't let him keep hurting me and run back like nothing happened

I made breakfast thinking maybe I should just move on but every time I try ray come back in its like he never left

I hate that I can't just let him go. I finished making the eggs and made our plate after being I'm jail made me wanna be a good girl she that's not my lifestyle but I wasn't a bit worried in there

I no what I'm capable of and ik im bipolar I need to control myself.

I got a tray n put his food and orange juice on it I mean he did please me last night why not make his ugly ass breakfast

I walked up stairs and woke him up

" ray get up" I said tapping him he didn't move a muscle I started going crazy I went to the bathroom getting some water and pouring on him he jumped up

"Omg you alive I thought u died in yo sleep from this bomb as pussy I laid on u last night" I always make shit into a joke he didn't even laugh he was mad I wet him

He grabbed me throwing me on the bed next to him " I made you breakfast " I said laughing as he slapped my ass

"Aww you was thinking about daddy" he asked but I just rolled my eyes getting up giving him his plate

"Here punk eat up" I said winking at him going to the bathroom getting him a stand back ik he got a headache and I don't want him saying nothing about no hang over he shouldn't of got that drunk

I walked back into the room and his plate was almost done "I'm boutta go eat " I said as I walked down the stairs to my penthouse kitchen putting eggs bacon pancakes and fruit on my plate

Today felt like it was gonna be a good day. And I didn't want that to change even if I do cuss ray out once or twice today.

Patients called me talking about we was going some where this how said that last time

I finished with my food and walked over to the sink to wash the lil dishes I had used "Ray I need your dish or u washing it yourself" I yelled so he could hear me

He came down the stairs putting his dish and the sink scaring me when he touch me putting his arms around my waist " I've miss you mir" he said against my neck making me wet but I wasn't gonna let him no that

"Umhm u missed me but u was fucking her u some kind of player" I said smirking washing the dishes n held me tighter I missed us but every time there's a us there's somebody else and I hate getting attached to him cause it hurt afterwards

"Stop bringing up bullshit right now its just me and you" I said as he kissed my neck making me smile

"I'm not falling for that shit this time ray" I said about to walk away but he grabbed me kissing my cheek

"U better stop" I said making him look me over and I had gonna beater and some shorts that showed my ass we'll I am at lil home I can wear whatever I wanna wear

" tamia wanna play with Paris so see what patients doing today" he said i is tamia I remember the first time I seem her she so pretty I wish I had a daughter but that's not gonna happen

"Patients said we was going somewhere so u go get mia and call me I'll tell u where we at" I said boutta go get in the shower but he came in pick me up laying me on the couch