I woke up at six
One for for for being fat
Two for being annoying
Three for not ending this hell hole all ready
And four for just being useless, I can't even walk down a hall and not break something.
Today was oddly quiet. As I walked in to tutor everyone was silent not looking at me no mean comments, that's when I realised the headteacher was sat in my spot and dragged me out, before I could object. I'm rushed into student support center(SSC) and sat and spoken to about my self harm.
They rolled up my sleeved and asked me one question
Why?
That's when It happened
I put my hand in my pocket and pricked my finger on some thing sharp
MY BLADE.
But then I realised she asked me a question...Which then I replyed
My blade is my best friend...it gets me through the tough times I deserve the pain along with the satisfaction and the blood dripping from my forearm.
She looked shocked
Baring in mind I'm 13
And suicidal
And deeper than the Pacific
One day all my bad karma that's been abusing me is gunna have to let the good times through.....Right?
AUTHORS NOTE
OMG I WASN'T EXPECTING TO GET VIEWS ON THE 7 HOURS THE STORY WAS OUT FOR!!
THANKS yall
Also sorry for such small chapters.
It's alot to write every mornin before school
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