I cut
I fade into darkness
I don't cry out
Just lock the door
I fall
With a thud
I wake up
Sadly
I'm in a white room
What's this....youtube with all my memories on the front page. I click on one, it's before my mum fell ill and my dad died...then I realised it's birthday. Uneventful as always....My sisters on her phone my mum's leaving the room and my dad well he wasn't there. I'm just sat there. Looking down at my 'birthday cake' which was just a cupcake. I was only 2 I couldn't walk or talk yet just sit and exist. I moved on to the next clip
I-i-i was happy in it smiling laghing. It couldn't be...it was fake...it had to be....was it?
I slit my wrist
And hopped to die
But then I woke up
In a room of lies
Bad memories
Drowning me in the seas
The seas of thoughts
Laying on a bed of quarts
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When You Find Love In Your Own Blood
RandomA story of a young person finding them self's and going through tough times....Like schizophrenia best friends bullying and mental illnesses. lets hope he get through this....NO SPOILERS Sequel coming soon
