Things Left Unsaid

THE BIG APPLE (NEW YORK)

The blinds where being opened and the light stung my eyes. I regained my eyesight and glared at a leery Jason.
"She's alive." He yelled spinning in circles while throwing his arms up in the air.
I threw a pillow at his head and actually made it. I thought we were in New York but I didn't know.
"I checked the stuff and it's not wired or anything but you never know. Anyways you slept 13 hours, that's all night and till." He slowly checked his watch as I sat up in bed. "3 p.m. "
He winked at me and turned his head away, but u could tell he was smiling. We were both deep in thought when his phone rang, making both of us jump.
  He checked his phone and put it back into his pocket without answering. I wondered who called? Wasn't that important, or was it Jay. He hadn't been home since yesterday when I broke down crying. I was beginning to worry.
  "3 wow." I tried changing the subject. "So I was wondering if maybe." I stopped thinking of a lie.
  "What shall you be wandering about." He spoke in a British accent that sounded legit.
  "Well, maybe." What was I thinking. Was I seriously gonna ask him on a date or something. I was mentally slapping myself inside but the outside of me was still talking. "Do u maybe wanna try- or see if we could ever be a thing."
  What was I doing to Jay. I mean we dont even know if he would come back, I think I was falling for Jason.
  "Are you thinking about Jay right now." Jason said gently sitting beside me on the bed. "I meant yeah, we don't know if he's coming back but he loves you."
  "But you love me." I stated shyly. What did I just do? I'm a dead man. New York was affecting me, changing me. Uh,oh.
  "Yeah." He then lifted my chin and stared me dead in the eyes. "But I also love my twin. My brother."
  He really did love Jay, I wonder what Happened to make him hate Jay less.
  "Jay hasn't called or showed up and it's been 24 and a couple of hours. He packed up all of his stuff, he didn't say a word to me. You won't tell me what instructions he gave you. So don't tell me he loves me, cause he would have said bye." I was fighting back tears, I couldn't understand how I was feeling.
  We sat there silently, I got up when I saw Jason turn his head to look away from me. I walked to the door until I felt Jason tug my arm and swim me around.
  "Don't go." He whispered inches from my mouth. I thought we were gonna kiss, but he lifted his head back up. He opened his eyes and walked back to his bed. He didn't drop my hand all the way back to his bed. He laid down and pulled me in his chest, where I cuddled. It felt nice and warm, like I had hoped.
  I knew that I felt something for him when I looked out my window and saw him with that box. He had dropped it and he just looked really innocent and sweet.
  He turned on a movie that I didn't pay any attention to and I drifted back to sleep.

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   I woke up to Joey holding out his hand. He was dressed in a really nice suit, with a pink flower pinned in. I saw flower petals on the floor and looked down at myself.
  I saw a Long white wedding gown. It has some sparkles and was strapless. My skin was lighted tanned and I had on an engagement ring that bling'd in the light. Joey walked me over to a stand up mirror, at which I looked myself up and down. I was pregnant, I looked the the same age I was now. My makeup was a little heavy and my hair was absolutely stunning.
  Joey then motioned for me to grab his arm and I did. Was he walking me down the isle? We walked outside to a outdoor garden. It had purple,yellow,and blue flowers everywhere. It was a little misty. I knew this place, it was the lake Joey got burned at. We turned onto a path, where all my family stood and looked our way. I focused to who I was walking to get married to and saw my nightmare. At the news of the isle was both Jay and Jason. I tried to stop, but Joey whispered to me keeping my pace steady. "Sis. I miss you. Just pick who you truly love, the one who makes you feel wonderful and beautiful. I love you." We were at the end of isle and he kissed my cheek.
  He stepped back and stood next to my mom, Henry, Joseph, and Carrie. They were all in the front row teary eyed. I turned around to face the twins and the wedding announcer. Jay was not as handsome as Jason looked. Jay wore a white suit with a gold flower, while Jason wore a black suit with a pink flower. Jason was also freshly shaved and had a beautiful gold carrot earrings in.
  The twins then touched my belly and the kick was motives towards Jason, then Jay. They both laughed and looked up at my face. All of sudden it was just me and Jason. We were standing In a nursery and Jason was singing to the baby.
  'Sweet. Sweet. Baby. I love you. Sweet. Sweet. Raine and willow.'
Raine and willow? Just then a baby started crying. I turned around to see two cribs and a sweet girl dressed in pink, she was lightly crying and rolling. I went over to her crib and picked her up cradling her. Jason walked over to me and wrapped his arms around both of us and started humming to himself. I turned around to give him a kiss but I noticed we weren't in the baby room anymore. We were back at my house, in my bedroom. I looked into Jay's eyes, which were pleading for forgiveness. I looked away and saw a picture on my desk. I walked towards it and looked closely. It was the twins,Joey, my parents, there parents, Carrie, Joseph,a random girl and weirdly my twins. The weird thing is that I don't know who the father of the twins is!

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  I awoke from the dream and sat up. I felt my forehead, which was sweating yet again. This was the 6th time I've had this dream.
  It had been almost a month since Jay left, so it was just me and Jason. I had this dream ever so often.
  I was thinking maybe I was pregnant, but I didn't know. I honestly didn't wanna think about that. My mom was probably worried sick, but we couldn't go back. Not yet.
  "Babe are you ok. Another dream." Jason sat up and pulled my hair back checking my temperature. "You have a fever."
  He jumped up and ran to his bathroom. He came our with a thermometer and quickly put it in my mouth.

101.3-102.1-103.5

  It stopped at 103.6. Jason called down stairs to have a Hotel member pull the car to the door. Jason carried me to the elevator, and out to the car.
  We arrived to the hospital. I proceeded to tell Jason I could walk but he carried me anyway. He walked up to the desk and told the lady what was wrong. There were a lot of people already here but we were called right back. I guess Jason told them who he was or something.
  The nurse gave me a gown and Jason helped me into it. He put my clothes into my bag and sat me on the bed gently. He was being was to overprotected. Maybe this was Jay's instructions. To make sure I wasn't harmed in anyway.
  The doctor came in and told me he would run some tests. After about 10 minutes a nurse asked Jason to leave so she could ask me so questions.
  "I'll ask you a series of questions just answer them honestly." She spoke to me as if I were an adult. I loved it.
  "When was your last menstrual cycle? When was your last time being sexual active? Have you been having cramps,sickness, unusually bleeding?" She asked me the usual questions you get during a doctors visit.
  I answered all and she took my blood. Jason walked back into the room and kissed my arm.
  "I know needles aren't your forte." I laughed as I kissed him back.
  The doctor walked in the room and gave me an anabiotic to take. He also said something about a bug going around and to stay indoors.
  The doctor was about to leave when I asked him a simple question.
  "Hey. I was wondering if I was maybe pregnant or something. Could we do a ultrasound and am see?" He looked at me realizing why I thought I was.
  "Yes. I never even thought of the possibility of that. Sorry." He walked out of the room and I turned away from Jason. He could be the father of the baby, if I was pregnant. I was imagining his face right now, I could feel his eyes burning holes in to my back.
  "Sarah." Jason said sternly. "Sarah." He said again making me jump a little.
  I slowly turned on my side towards him. I couldn't tell what he was feeling. He looked expressionless.
  "U-ur- p-P pregnant." He stuttered out in a whisper.
  I started to cry because I didn't know.
"I don't know." I tried speaking with the lump in my throat but ended up losing my breath.
  "How long." He paused. "Since you and Jay."
  "Never." I whispered back. I had only slept with Jason the past month. Jason and I had only been together once though. I don't get how it's possible.
  He looked at me with teary eyes. I could tell he didn't want it to be true. I think I saw him crack a smile smile, but I wish I knew what he was thinking. If he was happy, or if he would leave too.
  The doctor knocked on the door and stepped in.
  "It's ready if you want to follow me. Uhm does your partner want to come?" His eyes fell upon Jason. Jason jerked his face out of his hands and stood up.
  The doctor led us out of the room. I felt a rush of happiness when I felt Jason bump behind me and grab my hand. We held hands tensely until we got to the room.
  The doctor had me lay down on a table an stole me the lady would be in a few moments.
  "Jason." I whispered. He looked up from his feet to my eyes. He didn't say a word he just looked back down at his hands this time. He was tracing his fingers together in a pattern, it looked a little familiar. He had traced it on my arm before, the day we watched the Simpsons new season. More like we binge watched every episode.
  "I lo-." The nurse lady walked in and started talking.
  "Have you ever had this done before?" She asked. I shook my head. She looked toward Jason and Jason repeated me.
  She grabbed the wand looking thing and put it in front of us.

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Is she pregnant?? I don't know you'll find out next chapter!
Also there is gonna be a new character soon! Hint:it's the maid. LOL