Dilemma of the Dude

Day 689

Dear Wattpad Diary, 

Its been 8 months since my last sign in as 'Ace'. A lot has happened. 

in November I was sexually assaulted the second time. 

Christmas Eve, Levi asked me to be his girlfriend. 

In February, i was raped, but the guy skipped town and I never reported it. 

The beginning of June I went to Disney with my boyfriend, Levi, and his parents for 4 days. 

And now. Its 4 days until my birthday and I am really excited to have my birthday party. 

I'm having a pool party. Levi is flying his friend in from New York that week so he'll be there, too. My family loves Levi a lot. Many nicknames have come out of his weird name. 

I recently went to Justin's birthday party, but he made many rude comments about my boobs and butt and how "hot I was" and how "I should be able to get one feel". I even overlooked it and invited him to my pool party, but he made up a lame excuse. I didn't invite Darren because his ex girlfriend is invited. I also didn't invite Nick, even though Levi has met him and they get along well. Jaden was invited but he is going tohis baseball tournament, so it will mostly be friends of friends. 

Look. My life isn't that special, honestly. I live everyday like any normal teenage girl. I just wrote it down. I love having Wattpad as a way to vent my problems and anger. I have made many friends over Wattpad, and I have been able to look back on how i was feeling. I'll always have this stupid public and personal diary. Even though this diary makes no sense, and most of the things in there aren't true (the actions are, the names and small details arent) I still loved writing ot my heart. If you actually read this, thank you for reading two years of my life. It wasn't very detailed and it was random and spewed different information, but I am so glad I did it. 

For the last time ever. 

I love you, 

Ace.