Dilemma of the Dude

Day 158

Dear Wattpad Diary, 

Justin and I are in the same art class this quarter, but I have been talking to Jaden, Nick and Darren. I met Jaden in band. He is cute, and had recently visited my old home town. I bug him about it, and he jokes around with me. He is very mature and cute. The only problem is that he has a girlfriend, my close friend Barren. I'd never do anything to hurt her, and I definently would never date Jaden. I just think he is fun to mess with- but I feel guilty about it. There is nothing wrong with what I'm doing, Justin and I aren't even dating, but I feel like I'm cheating. 

Then there is Nick, a guy in my art class. He is cute, smart and really kind. He tends to where plaid, like Justin, but he is funnier about it. I tell him all the time that he wheres to much plaid since he wheres it everyday. Today he wore stripes, and when he saw me he smirked, adorably. I talk to him right in front of Justin, but I don't mean to make him feel bad. I just want to have more friends, since I grew up with mainly guys. 

Finally, Darren. He sits behind me in french class. He and I joke around, like at the beginning of Justin and I's friendship. Justin has become annoying lately, always following me and asking the same questions he always does, hows life. Nothing new had happened since 20 minutes ago, why does he ask me this, we are still best friends. Darren is just refreshing, he is cute and funny but also my other friend's ex. I have a small crush on him, but I think he has a girl friend or likes someone else.

I don't know why but I feel like after a guy finally has an interest in me, I like someone knew. Is it possible I liked Justin because of the chase, or did I actually have true feelings for him. I don't even know. 

What do I do?

~Ace