Athazagoraphobia

{ part 3 } trîgintâ septem

its been a year since the last time i saw you and i miss you

i thought this new place i live in would change me

but i'm the same person i was before

i still love you

but are you the same as before

have they changed you

even more than before

will you now recognize me for who i am

am i still who you have made me out to be

are you still blaming me for what i did

is it still a sin in your mind

for sure it is in everyone else's

but has your mind changed for the better

or do you still hate me

for all the love i gave i feel as if i have gotten nothing in return

but that's perfectly fine

it was all about keeping up appearances with you

though i do hope that there is an equal amount of heartache on you as on me

i'm sorry

but that is the least you can do

i hopes that's

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