Falling for Henry.

Dreaming of him.

I remember when I was little I dreamt of finding the love of my life and having a family....well at least I found the one I love, but sadly it has been 2 years since I was last held by him.....

2 years I have been with the rebels, I busy myself with training Nor.

"Nor!" I yell because that kid is in trouble.

"What?" He asked all innocent acting.

"I told you to have all these arrows sharpened!"

"Oh...yeah...that..."

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"There was this girl....and...well...I swear I will do it now!" I must look like I am going to hurt him since he jumped at doing what he should have had done a hour ago.

I walk away to take care of things, we have men wanting to join. And I have to go to see if any are good enough to join us, I still hold out hope for leaving and going back to Henry.

I leave the cave with the 2 goons named Raymond and Robbert, we just call them the twins since that is what they are, yeah I know it's not creative but what can I say but not many in this band of rebels is creative.

We go to a location far enough away from the hideout to met the men.
We ride out to the meeting spot where Edward is waiting with the men that want to join our little club of outlaws.
Robbert and Raymond are probably 6'7 they are built like barrels.

I see Edward up ahead, I can already see his green eyes sparkling in the sun, the breeze is ruffling his black hair, he has a strong jaw and high cheekbones, he is very handsome.

"Edward what do ye have for us today?" I say as I jump down from my horse.

"Lot of sorry sacks of shit!"

"Hmm let me see about that."

There was about 10 men and I ran them though all kinds of training to see what they are made of, I did this till we got down to only 4 men left.

"Congratulations you 4 have passed now it is just up to our leader if you get to join." I say sarcastically.

Robin comes riding on his black horse Ban, I roll my eyes as he approaches then jumps down from his beast.

"Tell me good tidings." He remarks.

"Fox has narrowed it down to these 4." Edward says.

"What!?! Only 4!?!"

"Do you want good fighters or sacks of worthless shit that will just get us killed!" I say not so calmly.

"Fox do not test me!"

"Robin I am not testing you! I am merely stating a fact."

"Just have these men show me what they got."

After we took the men back to the cave, I went to find Nor and of course I found him in my room waiting for me, I had become like a mother to him so whenever he was sad he came into my room and just laid in my bed and slept, I always sit across from him and wait for him to awake so I can find out what has him down.

I sit down and wait...

He opens his eyes, he reminds me of a little baby. I wanted to have children so badly but I am unsure if I can have kids...

"Keegan..." He says in a sleepy voice, he is the only one I told my first name to in the band of outlaws.

"Yes Nor?"

"Will I ever know what it's like to have a family? A real family?"

"You will...one day, just give it time. Be a good father when you have children, be a good husband when you marry, then you will know what a real family is, you can create a family of your own and make it a good one." I say smiling at him.

"Thanks." He says sitting up.

"Your welcome kiddo."

"Keegan?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you have a family?"

"Not yet."

"Why not?"

"Because I am not married to the man I love."

"Who is it?"

"The King."

"But he is already married, and is not very nice."

"He has been though things that have made him the way he is."

"Won't he not want you since you are with us?"

Nor's words hit me hard...what if he hates me if he knows... Henry is not very forgiving...

"I would like to be alone." I say to Nor feeling sick.

"I understand." He says as he jumps up and leaves.

Hot tears run down my face, I let go of ever seeing him again....we are no longer lovers but enemies......

I dry my tears.

I look up to see Edward looking down at me.

"What." I say in a cold tone.

"I just realized how beautiful you are." He sits in front of me with a smirk on his face.

I study his face, his eyes are a pale green and change from green to blue, his black hair likes to lay over his eyes, he has nice facial hair.

"What do you want Edward?"

"You."

"Why?"

"You are a fighter and a beautiful woman."

I think over his words, I don't want him.

"No."

"Why not?"

"I don't love you, I love someone else."

"You will sleep with me or I will kill Nor since I know he is like a little brother to you."

He kisses me in the lips, it's not a hard passionate kiss just a selfish kiss.