Stars In Heaven

chapter 12 ~ heartbreak ~

It's been a week since that most heartbreaking event in their life happened. Everything seems normal in Yamada residence, except the fact that again, Ryosuke became cold towards Yuri.

Yuri is still in his bed, staring at the ceiling, eyes are swollen and it seems like he hasn't gotten any proper sleep since that day. Every night, he will cried himself to sleep thinking that this will be the end of them. Even if he will approach the older and attempt to talk to him, the older just shrugged and past him like there's no one he sees. And it really break Yuri's heart. While Ryosuke, on the other hand, whenever he will past Yuri, and then he will plan to comeback he saw Ryutaro hugged the latter and it breaks his heart. That's why he decided that he will never ever be the same Ryosuke to Yuri again.

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"Ryosuke's birthday is near Otousan, what should we do this time?" their mother said while their in the living room with Ryosuke and Yuri seating opposite on the sofa.

"Okaasan, it's okay. I'm old enough now. I'm 18 this coming next monday. I'm not a kid anymore so I don't want a party." he stated.

"But I want a party! We will held a party but this time it's in rest-o. Is that fine sweety?"

"But mom..." Ryosuke whined like child.

"Daijoubu Ryosuke. We can never really do so much party when you get more older. So it's ok ne?" their father said.

"Hai. Hai. It's like I have a choice." well, it doesn't mean that he didn't like parties on his birthday, it's just that... he's not in the mood for partying. He looked at Yuri and accidentally, Yuri glanced at him too but he looked away at the latter immediately. He didn't see the sadness in the latter's eyes.

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"I'm planning on giving Ryo-niichan this silver bracelet that he's been eyeing for the past months now." Okamoto Keito, his freind slash classmate took the photo from Yuri.

"Eh? Honto? But it's too expensive for you."

"I know, but ever since he's eyeing this bracelet I am keeping my allowances that I have for the past months and I saw a part time job for this week only at the shop near our school so I'm planning on getting that job and buy this. I'm sure I can, I saved all the money I need."

"Demo, is it not good for you? To get tired?"

"Ie. Daijoubo. As long as it's for niichan."

"But I thought, you and him are in 'war' again? I've never seen you with him this past few weeks?"

"Unn, because it's my fault."

"Souka na..."

"Let's get going ne? I have an interview in that store after class. I hope I can get the job."

Keito smiled and patted his friends head. "I'm sure you'll pass. Your Yamada Yuri after all." Yuri giggled and they go back to the school building.

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It's already been 3 days since Yuri got hired on his job in one of the cake shops near their school. He works there as a part timer and only for a week coz the real worker in his position is in leave for a week. So they needed a replacement, he got hired immediately as a assistant cashier coz when the owner sees him, he likes Yuri coz she said that because of the latter's cuteness she will gain more customers and she's not wrong about that. But because of working every after class, Yuri goes home late now. But he cannot tell his parents about this coz for sure, they will tell him to quit and they will just give him a money. And Yuri doesn't want that. He wants to buy the gift in his own money and service.

It's already 7pm and Yuri just arrived in their house. When the door opens, he saw their mom coming from the living room looking worried and he knows the reason.

"Yuri! Thank God your finally home. How come you always go home this late since 3 days ago? Can you tell me why?"

"Gomene, kaasan. We were just having some projects in school that need to be pass next week and we have this whole week doing it. And.. and it's hard that's why, I'm gonna come home late these following days." he reasoned out. Glad that he thinks fast. He didn't expect their mom to be these worry freak.

"Just say it early okay honey? So that were not dead worried here wondering why your still not home."

"UーUnn." he wonders if Ryosuke too is worried of him not coming home this late, but seeing there is no trace of the latter and probably he's in his own room now. Yuri is sure that Ryosuke is not worried if anything happens to him. He sighed and proceed to his own bedroom to change clothes. He's tired and he doesn't have any appetite now.

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Days passed by so fast and now it's time for Ryosuke's 18th birthday celebration at a 5 star Japanese restaurant. Every one of his friends are invited, even Yuri's close friends are there. Yuri felt like his heart is going to explode in nervousness, the rectangular box is currently in his hands, he stared at it a bit then stared at his Ryosuke-niichan who is busy talking with his friends and laughing. He take a deep breath before approaching the older. It's so obvious that he's coming and Ryosuke's other friends are looking at him but the older still ignored his presence. When he is in the older's side, Yuto clutches Ryosuke's arm and pointed at Yuri who is bowing his head, Ryosuke looked at him, those stares that he doesn't want too see again but now he can't do nothing coz he perfectly knows how much the older hates him now.

"Anou... Ryo-niichan, this is my gift to you. I hope you like it. And I know you will like it!" he gives his best smile that he have to the older. He hands the rectangular box and Ryosuke accepted it, he opens it immediately and when he saw the bracelet his eye's replaced with anger. He throw the box and faced the younger who is now in after shock.

"Who told that I will like that?"

"Yーyou... you told me before desho?"

"That was before, not now. Okay? And I don't want to accept anything from you. Get that?" he leave the younger immediately with Yuto tailing him behind. Everyone is not surprised on how Ryosuke treated Yuri. They've been like this since before.

The younger immediately ran to the area where Ryosuke threw his gift. He ran outside the restaurant and clutched the box tightly in his chest. His tears that he want to let go awhile ago fall down on his cheeks now. He cried silently. 'I know the reason why... you really hate me that much now Ryosuke. I understand... but I'll keep this gift for now, I know someday... You'll be able wear and liked this again. I'm sorry.'

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"Wow, how could you throw that expensive gift huh Ryosuke? I know you know how much that cost dude." Yuto said while they seating at the bar area of the restaurant.

"Tsk. I don't care anymore." he's mind said but his heart definitely disagree.

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A/N: so... I'm planning to delete this story now here =￣ω￣=

I know, that some are reading this.. but u know... I just want to see if some are really interested in this story. But I don't get any feedbacks from u guys.. hehe, so yeah. Well, if u still want to read this... I'm still updating this but in livejournal account only. And this story is in F-locked there.. it means only my friends in LJ can read it. So if u don't have any LJ account, u can't see or read this.

well.. I'm still thinking u know... but I might delete this story here.

Thanks for those who read this.

*If only wattpad has an 'F-locked' as well.. I mean those are only friends can read the story then it's ok.

Jaa.