Niall doesn't believe he can find love.
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Niall always had those cliche break ups of "oh it's not you it's me" or "I really like you but I don't think you're the one". It hurts, it hurts a lot knowing you can break up simply like that and they are able to move on easily while Niall cries his eyes out for days and days. Niall now hates relationships and no he doesn't need the pity look people give him when he says this. He doesn't need anybody's sympathy, just understanding or simply leave him alone.
He once believed in love, the sparks, the butterflies and all that beautiful descriptions people say. But not anymore. Love is not as beautiful as it seems. Love is the biggest poison in the body of a puppy. Sweet but then breaks every single bone in your body and shatters your heart but it leave just pieces. It's so crushed, the pieces are as small as dust. No repair for that.
He's been used so many freaking times. All of his boyfriends and girlfriends. Okay maybe he just had three boyfriends and two girlfriends and just four out of five crushed him. The one that never crushed him was his first love, Liam. Sweet, inocent, beautiful guy Liam was. They were thirteen at that time. Niall had to move for the nth time in his life. That's what his mother only does. Makes him move. That sweet inocent love had to end. Niall remembers that day very well. Tears were running down on both boys cheeks. They were young and weren't sure what love meant exactly but they knew that what they had was something they didn't want to leave. They would have kept contact if both their mothers got along or bought them a phone where they could've exchanged numbers.
That was the first time love disapointed him, those four were great but never like Liam and maybe that is why anger builds inside of him after each break up.He stays heartbroken but he doesn't feel as sad as he should be for someone he 'loved' and always makes him remind his first break up. Do you even call that a break up?
Niall is now starting his first year in London University. He always told Liam he wanted to go there because his father went there and he wants to the same.
He unfolds the piece of paper and sighs. He still can't find his new room. He goes door by door looking for his room. 213. He really can't find it until he notices at the corner of the white paper that the number 2 stands for the floor and 13 the room. Now he has to carry his suitcase all the way up the stairs. As he hobbles up the stairs he hears a chuckle causing him to turn to his side.
"Thanks for helping me mate" Niall smiles as he sarcasticaly says his first words in five hours.
The boy with curly brown locks looks at him and laughs a little.
"Oh no I had to do the same with no help, it's way better being the audience. Well enjoy and I see you around."
Niall liked the boy, he was nice. So he continued until he found his room and noticed that there was another suitcase in the bed opposite the empty one. He decided to arrange his clothes and meet his roommate later.
The same boy from earlier entered the room and that actually made Niall relieved. At least he will have a nice guy to share his room with.
"So you're my room mate. Nice to meet you, I'm Harry."
Niall could see the boy extending his big hand as he waited for him shake it. The boy had a nice smile with dimples and everything.
"I'm Niall. I just saw an idiot who did not helped me on the stairs and you look just like him." Niall joked
"Hmm. He's a douche,I'm way nicer." Harry laughed
The university is big and in his first week, he got late for almost half of his lessons because everything was so confusing. He learned that Harry only goes there because of his boyfriend Louis. Niall still has to meet Louis and his friends that Harry talks so much about.
"C'mon Niall come with me to meet Louis pleaseeee" Harry whined. He's been insisting for Niall to meet Louis for three days now. Niall accepted this time and shyly walked behind Harry.
"Boo this is Niall." Niall looked at the boy and smiled. He liked Harry and Louis together. It was adorable sight he thought.
"Hi I'm Zayn" Niall smiled at the tanned boy. If he wasn't listening carefully he probably would think it was 'Zen'.
"Hi guys." Niall turned around to see who was behind him and soon enough he recognised the boy.
"Liam?" he whispered as if he was afraid he got it wrong. Liam's eyes widened as he also recognised the blond in front of him.
"Niall?" both boys smiled and naturally hugged each other. They stayed there enjoying each other's embrace until a girl voice broke them apart.
"Who's this Liam?"
"Niall, a special person I know since a young age." Liam smiled with love and everyone noticed except Niall who was taking in Liam's figure.
Sure Niall changed but Liam looked like puberty's best friend. He was well toned, his eyes still the same but his smile is more beautiful than ever.
"Hi Niall, I'm Sophia. Liam's girlfriend." she tried to be sweet but failed and everyone noticed.
Niall's heart crushed again. Sure he just saw Liam but he was his first love, all those feelings are running up his body like they are meant to be there. If Niall didn't gave up on love before, he did at that moment.
Days go on and Niall has to see Liam with Sophia acting all sweet. He wants to quit university but doesn't want to disappoint his father.
Niall sometimes dreams of Liam but he later reminds himself that love only hurts.
"Hi Niall" Liam says as he enters Niall's room to find the Irish boy looking lost at the ceiling. Niall only smiles and blushes because he was day dreaming sweet things of the boy in front him just moments ago.
"I need to talk to you" this time Liam blushes. He passes his sweaty hands on his jeans. Niall notices that the boy is nervous and decides to loose him up a bit.
"So why did you decide to come to this university?" That question made Liam blush even more and it wasn't what Niall was expecting.
"I was hoping I would see you here. I remember you saying that you wanted to come here." Liam blushes even more at his own answer.
Niall smiles at the Wolverhampton boy next to him. He closes his eyes and presses his lips to Liam. They just stayed like that for a few seconds. Neither boy moving.
Niall then decides to move his lips gently followed by Liam. And that's how the kiss stays, sweet, slow and gentle. Savouring each other lips and finally remembering what both missed so much.
They soon break apart in need of air. Cheeks flushed but a smile in both boys.
"I missed you" Niall whispered
"I missed you too" Liam's voice wasn't louder or quieter than Niall. Just a simple whisper that only them could hear.
Another kiss followed and it was still as sweet and passionate. It wasn't slow this time but more heated. Liam's tongue touched Niall bottom lip. Niall understood the message and opened his mouth to Liam. Again both boys broke apart in need of air.
"I love you Niall. I know it's really really earlyto say that but I never forgot about you and I noticed that I do love you" Liam said as he looked directly into the younger boy's blue eyes.
"I love you too Liam" Niall smiled but soon frowned which cause Liam to do the same action "What about Sophia?"
"I'll break up with her. I want to be with you and only you."
"What were you going to tell me before?"
"I think what we are now gives you the idea."
"I'm your boyfriend, right?"
"Mine and only mine." Liam smiled and pecked Niall's lips.
Maybe love isn't bad. Maybe it was just showing Niall that his perfect one is just worth waiting for. He has to go through the bad things to really appreciate what he gains after. Niall now appreciates love because now he has someone that won't break him.

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