Lie To Me (Jaythan)

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Nathan has cancer and Jay is there because he cares but Nathan wants him to be there in a different way.

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Jay always knew Nathan liked him. The Gloucester boy never did much to actually hide this fact. Jay always tried to ignore it because for him, it was for the best. He did the oblivious act of a best friend that has absolutely no idea of his friend's feelings.

He always been there for Nathan even though he knew Nathan's feelings for him. He grew up with Nathan therefore he can't abandon him. Never. That is why he had a breakdown when Nathan told him he had cancer. A week after that Jay decided to make Nathan's life the best ever and if he ever died, he wants Nathan to have a smile on his face. Jay decided that he would ask Nathan to be his boyfriend even though he didn't return the feelings. Nathan always came first.

Say it, though you're looking down and to the left, now

Say it, like someone who really means it

Do it, 'cause if you grow a conscience, now

We fall down

Nathan could see in Jay's eyes that the curly boy didn't exaclty love him. When Nathan slipped an 'I Love You' one month into their "relationship" he was glad Jay said it back but he knew the way he meant it wasn't as profund as Nathan's.

Nathan ignored it because he loved Jay and he wouldn't have this "relationship" if he had an assurance that he would live. He could die any day, why can't he have something he always wanted for his whole life? He deserved this, and he just wanted to enjoy it while he can.

"I love you Jay" Nathan said after coming home from dinner at a fancy retaurant that Nathan always wanted to go. Jay decided to take Nathan to the place to take his mind off that he just started the treatments for cancer.

Nathan was thanking Jay for the amazing night they had and after the sweet kiss Jay gave him those words slipped. Jay was expecting it to come soon anyways so he didn't freak out and simply said it back.

"I love you too Nath"

Smiling, like there's nothing wrong

You're good at smiling, so keep it plastered on

Until the morning, 'cause if you shift to genuine

Then we'll fall out

(We fall out)

And we fall down

Two months into the relationship they had sex for the first time. Nathan was hesitant at first because he didn't Jay to freak out.

In Jay's mind, he would do absolutely anything to Nathan. And if this would make Nathan die happily then he would do it.

After their first time Nathan smiled, pure love shown. Jay also smiled due to how much happiness he could see radiating from Nathan. But Nathan didn't want that smile, he wanted love in Jay's smile. He accepted anyway because that is better than no love at all. He didn't want the only smile he could get to go away. He can accept that and he will.

"I love seeing you smile like that Nath" Jay said lightly kissing the younger boy's lips.

Don't say it's all for the better

Oh, I need you to lie, to lie to me

I'll stand for the greatest pretender

I know you won't die for me

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