Beautifully Tragic (Poetry)

The New

A new state.

A new town.

A new school.

New friends.

New house.

New neighborhood.

Am I ready?

No.

But I'll have to deal.

I know it isn't her fault.

But I can't help hating her.

Her and her stupid job.

The one that caused all of this.

I miss my friends.

I miss my house.

I miss my school.

I miss everything.

The new house is smaller.

The new school is harder.

The new town is smaller.

The new me is different.

I'll force my way though this.

Through the suffering of being alone.

Alone in my own head.

The most dangerous place to be.

The new thoughts are scary.

The new scars are whiter.

The new tears burn.

The new me pushed out the old me.

I'm not ready for new.

I wanna go back to old.