I Miss You

Chapter four

Lorie's POV:

I was walking home after the conversation with Luke. I couldn't stop thinking about his wrists, I couldn't believe he would actually do something like that and I couldn't believe I didn't see that coming. I felt so guilty and I know I've said this too many times and I know I'm whining but I really don't know what to do anymore. I still remember the day I introduced Calum to him and then suddenly he had to go and when he came in class his eyes were red as if he had been crying. But why?

Just when I was about to unlock the front door I heard a familiar voice shouting my name. I turned around seeing it was Ashton, Luke's best friend. "Hye, Ash!" I gave him a hug. "Hye Lorie, it's been a long time!" He said smiling. He seemed very happy to see me. "Indeed! Way too long!" I said opening the door. I let him in first and then closed the door. "What brings you here?" I asked. "Luke's mom called me. She told me that he sniffs marijuana." My eyes and mouth opened at the same time. "What? I knew he drank and smoked but that he sniffed?" Now I felt more guilty than before. "It's all my fault, Ash. I should have never let him down. He has always been there for me and then the moment I had Calum, I forgot about him. It's all my fault and I have to fix this." I said seriously. "Lor... It's not your fault, it's his choice. It's no one fault when someone gets on the wrong path, it's a choice." We got interrupted by Ash's phone. "It's Luke," he said. "Then pick up." "Hye, Luke!" He answered. "Hye, Ash... mom told me you're in town?" I heard him asking. The phone was on speaker. "yeah, I'm on my way to yours." "kay, see you then." Then Ash hung up. "Do you wanna come?" He asked me. "I don't know... Our last conversation wasn't that great..." I said. "Oh come on, let him see that you are here for him now," Ash said. "Ok, fine!" I said grabbing my coat and heading towards the door with Ash following behind.

Luke's POV:

I came home from school, not that I really have done something today, I almost skipped every class. Then the conversation with Lorie... I mean seriously? Is she serious about this? She fucking left me after I showed her my wrists. She let me down... After everything I did for her, supporting her, be there for her. I have always been her shoulder to cry on, but now... nothing's the same. I feel knocked backward it's like I've been just some person to tell all her shit to and nothing more.

As soon as I got in my room, I grabbed the marijuana that Michael gave me and sniffed. That's what I needed. I feel a lot better, but also guilty, cause I know that I'm on a very wrong path and it's not easy to walk back. The thing is that I really miss Lorie.... but on the other hand, I'm really mad at her for leaving me. "uhuhm.." I heard someone behind me coughing. "I immediately put the drugs back into the drawer next to my bed. "Too late Hemmings, I already saw you sniffing." I turned around to see Ash standing in the doorway. "Ash.." I said with a bright smile. He shook his head. "Ash, I'm so sorry. I know I'm doing wrong, I know... But I lost someone who I can't forget. Please understand." I begged. "There's nothing to understand Luke for God sake! You have to talk about it, do something about! Anything, I don't care but not this!!!!" His voice sounded so mad. I've never seen him like this before. "I can't talk about it because she fucking doesn't know, Ash!" I yelled back. "You can't tell her what?" I heard a voice say and then saw Lorie appearing from behind Ash.

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