I Miss You

Chapter three

Sooo, I know it's a bit of confusing but I changed the stories name and the characters into 5sos. I'm sorry that's so confusion but can I ask you to give me some feedback?

Thank you!

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NowLories POV:

"What are you doing here?" Luke asked in an arrogant tone. My jaw dropped a bit because I didn't expect he would be so arrogant to me. "I wanted to put this little note into your briefcase," I said in a normal tone handing him the post-it. He opened it and gave me a big sigh with a weird look. "I don't want to talk with you." He finally responded and then slammed the door right into my face. What's wrong with him? I banged onto the door because I was not planning to leave before I had spoken him. "Open the door, Luke!!" I raised my voice a bit. "Go away!" He yelled back. "NO! I'm not going away before we have had a decent conversation about what is going on here. I'm still your best friend I have the right to know!" I yelled back at him, still banging the door. "FIRST OF ALL, STOP BANGING MY DOOR, SECOND: BEST FRIEND???? WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU?? THIRD: GO AWAY AND NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN!" Luke was screaming so loudly, I bet everyone in the neighborhood has heard it. I went a few steps back as I smelled his breath. Again, he slammed the door and I walked back to my house.

The next morning I was awakened by my alarm. 6:00AM, I read on my phone. I was so tired, I barely slept because of what happened yesterday. I hope Luke will show up in class today so I can try to talk to him again. I got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom for a shower. After, I grabbed my black pants with holes and my favorite Nirvana shirt out of my huge wardrobe. My long curled hair was in a ponytail since it was quite hot outside but raining. I went downstairs to the kitchen for breakfast. A note was lying on the table. "I had to leave earlier than expected, don't wait for me for dinner. Xxx Mom" I crinkled the note and threw it into the bin. I grabbed my personal mug out of the sideboard and filled it with milk. It was already 7:30AM so I have 30 minutes left before my first class starts. I ran upstairs to get my backpack and my books and then walked to school since it was just around the corner.

I entered the classroom but there was no Luke to be seen. There was only one seat free next to the window so I went to sit there. History has always been my worst subject, I failed at every test we did so the teacher kind of hated me. I looked out the window when suddenly I saw Luke sitting against the wall, smoking a cigarette and drinking beer. I was thinking, if I had never left him, this wouldn't have happened. This is all my fault and I feel so guilty about it. "Lorie?" I heard Mr. Salvadore called me. I looked up seeing Mr. Salvadore suddenly standing in front of my table. "If it's more interesting outside, you're free to go..." He suggested. "I'm sorry, but I think it's indeed more interesting outside," I said with an arrogant tone. I grabbed my backpack and left the classroom.

It was raining really hard but I didn't care. I ran as hard as I could through the rain to the wall where Luke was sitting against. He looked up and when he saw it was me he looked back down. "Go away, I don't need you anymore!" He yelled. "Luke, please, you're drunk, let me help you," I said. "Go to your Calum!" He snapped. "Luke, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me, I'M FUCKING SORRY OKAY? You have no idea how much I regret this and you have no idea how guilty I feel, but please let me help you now, let me be here for you, I'm here now so don't push me away." I yelled and tears were running down my cheeks. "I'm so sorry, Luke" I whispered. "This is all your fault, you left me, you found it more important to be with your boyfriend so would you please leave me." His voice sounded broken and so was he. "Calum and I broke up 4 months ago, since then I've been constantly trying to talk to you but you never answered and then when I asked your mom she always told me you weren't home. Luke, I needed you more than anything and I couldn't get to you, I miss you, I miss us, I just want it back, all of it." I explained trying to hold in my tears. "You needed me more than anything? Every time when you break up with your stupid boyfriends you need me, I'm always your shoulder to cry on, I always have to fix you and well I'm done with it now. Where were you, when I needed you?" I could hear Luke was angry and sad and disappointed. "I've always been there for you, Luke! Even when I was with my stupid boyfriends. Don't say I was never there for you when I needed you the most." I said while sitting down next to him. "You weren't there for me the night I tried to kill myself." He said and showed me his cutting scars on his wrist.