Struggles

Im pregnant

Harry's POV

It was early in the morning and I decided to cook breakfast for everyone, since my cooking skills are excellent *chuckles to self* I got out of bed quietly so I don't wake Marissa and walked out of the room, closing the door queitly behind me. I walked down the stairs and saw Karen sitting there with a cup of coffee.

Karen: "Good morning Harry"
"Morning" as I smiled
Karen: " so I saw your interview yesterday * frowns* im definitely not impressed. I know your a great guy but right now I'm very bisas about you. I don't know if I should be concerned or happy for you" *takes a sip of coffee* "even though I know you already have done this, just don't push her buttons" *gets up and goes to room*

What just happened? Now her mom knows what happened, this definitely isn't good, I really can't mess up anymore. I got breakfast cooked and brought some to Marissa in bed. "Wakey wakey, eggs and bakey" as I Set the plate of food on the bedside and got back in bed and moved her hair to side. "Marissa, baby, wake up"

Marissa: "huh" *rubs eyes and sits up* "you made me breakfast, awe that's so sweet*starts tearing up* awe the pancakes even have heart eyes *tears fall* thank you *kisses him*

"Your welcome*wipes tears* I'm really sorry about yesterday I know I shouldn't have ran off I just have a hard time controlling my anger, I just want this time to be happy with each other*smiles*

Marissa*smiles back* "me to, and yesterday wasn't that a big of a deal, I was just being stubborn anyway*takes a bite and thinks about how harry told everyone how I was a pig and puts the fork down* um, thanks for the food, it was great"

"You barley ate anything, what's wrong?" *gets concerned* if it has anything to do with me calling you a pig, I didn't mean it, I eat a lot to you know, I bet I could eat a whole buffet if you'd let me"

Marissa*fake smiles* "I'm just not hungry, um I'm going to take a shower, thanks again for breakfast*gets up and goes into the bathroom and instantly pukes the food she ate back up. Gets in the shower*

*goes to Louis's door and knocks, greeted by a tired Lou* "hey, can I come in?" Lou nodded "what's up mate?" "Well, its about Marissa, she didn't really eat this morning and I heard her puke it back up, I don't understand what's going on, I even apologized for calling her a pig. I just want to understand what goes through her head" "mate, she's just going through a lot right now, she has a lot on her mind, she needs to tell you something but she's scared" "scared? Why would she be scared? Its not like she's pregnant or anything*gets frustrated* *Louis keeps quiet and Harry catches on* "oh my god! * runs to the bathroom door* "babe! Open this door right now please. *Marissa opens the door and harry runs to her* "why didn't you tell me!? " "well it isn't the easiest thing to do, and right now its only going to make you more stressed" "baby, that isn't true, I'm not stressed, I'm just...*sighs* I'm just overwhelmed"
"Well me and you both, this is why I wanted to leave the tour, so you could breath without me on your shoulder all the time, and without you getting angry at me for being to attached to you, I just wanted you happy and your not happy with me, I see it in your eyes"*tears fall harder and starts sobbing*

*shocked and instantly wipes her tears and pulls her close* "baby girl, you do make me happy see, *smiles* " babe please stop crying, I hate seeing you upset and it makes my heart hurt knowing I made you upset" *rubs her her back *

*stops crying and looks up at him* "you need to go back on tour" *pulls away from the hug, leaving harry shocked*

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