Struggles

Hospital room

Hahah, I know the video doesn't match the story but it's so funny I had to put it up.
(Marissa's pov)
After waiting in the waiting room for hours, I was finally moved to a room where a doctor did a lot of tests to see if everything was all right. After getting tested the doctor left and I watched some tv, had some food, looked at my texts but didn't have any. I decided I'd be here for a while so I decided to sleep and see if that would help me feel better. The next day I woke up to a doctor opening the blinds and helping me sit up.
(Doc) "well I have bad news and good news, which do you want to hear first?
"Bad news please" as I sighed
(D) "well there is a slight chance your baby could have birth defects, the good news is your baby is alive. Luckily the baby survived when you fell.
"Thank you doctor, can I go home now?"
(D) "yes you may, if you have any question please contact me. Goodbye"
I smiled and thanked him once again. I got dressed and walked out to my car and got in. Still no texts from anyone, I guess I'm just not important anymore. I put my phone down, no texting and driving! I drove away back to my Harry's and i's flat. Luckily he was still sleeping, I walked inside, kicked my shoes off, put my keys on the table and ate a quick snack. I grabbed a sticky note and wrote
"Hey, you came home drunk last night and things went downhill from that and they weren't just average bad things, anyway there is no reason for me to tell you what happened because it's in the past and I'm not that important anymore so I have already be long gone by the time you probably read this. I left food for you in the fridge and I don't know about the future or what's going to happened but I honestly just don't know who I am anymore or what we are. I didn't pack anything except what I had with me already, I hope you enjoy life without stress. With lots of love, Marissa. Xoxo
Tears where falling from my eyes and I got tears everywhere around the sticky note. I wiped my face off and grabbed my purse, keys and my phone and got in my car and drove off. I headed to Lou's and wrote a note to stick on his door.
"Hey Lou, after not getting a text back from you. I went to the doctor and I got bad news and good news, there's no point in telling you now. I already left a note for Harry, so he will probably be questioning you, even though you have no answers. Well this is goodbye for now. Bye, Marissa
I slide it under the door and ran to my car and drove off. I didn't know where I was heading to but I know I definitely couldn't stay where I wasn't wanted. I got a hotel room in the next city, after driving hours and hours I finally arrived and got in and had texts and calls and voicemails from each boy. I listened to all of them and read all the texts. I sighed and put my phone to the side and didn't sleep in the bed because who knows if it's clean. I laid down and looked at the ceiling knowing that I had no clue what to do, the baby could be here anytime and I had no one around to help. I sighed once again and fell asleep.