Struggles

Maybe baby?

Marissa's pov (the next day)
Things were are settled, clothes were being washed, food was finally in the fridge. I was currently sitting in bed just on my phone looking at Twitter, I came to a picture Harry posted of me and him and read some of the comments, some made me smile and some were the exact opposite. Here's some for example
"I think Marissa is just using him, she doesn't seem really happy"
"Marissa is just trying her best to support him without making any problems worse than they already are"
"Who is that bitch that's just using him for money? Who does she think she is?"
"She's so ugly, how could Harry love a slut like her? I bet she sleeps with every member of one direction"
I scrolled down some more and as I reading these, tears started to fall, luckily Harry was sleeping and didn't notice but still these fans don't really like me
"I bet she was just faking being sick just to get Harry's attention"
"She definitely better watch out if she ever makes Harry upset again, you better watch out Marissa, if you hurt Harry again, you better be watching yourself!"
"She's so useless"
"Whore"
"Piece of shit"
I threw my phone across the room and got out of bed and climbed out of the window and got on top of the roof, sighing to myself and just looking at the sky. I always seemed to come up here when I just need time to think, I just can't believe these fans would just say stuff like that, heck they don't even know who I am or what I'm going through. These are little girls commenting all these things, if they wanted to support Harry and the band they would support who they date and not send hate.
(Haha, see what I did there)
I sighed again and just closed my eyes and left the wind blow through my hair.

Harry's pov
I was still laying in bed sound asleep. I heard a huge thud hit the wall and the bed moved like someone was getting out of fell out. I woke up a bit and looked around and saw nothing that looked different so I went back to bed and rolled on Marissa's side, I tried putting my hands around her waist but I woke up to pillows around my arms. I chuckled and realized Marissa wasn't in bed so I got and looked around the room, I saw her phone cracked and destroyed, I put on some boxers and walked downstairs, didn't see a note or anything. Her shoes were still by the door, I walked up to the bathroom and she wasn't in there, but I noticed the window was open. I looked up and saw nothing because of the stupid gutter in the way, I thought to myself, she couldn't climb up there being pregnant. I looked around the house some more, running and getting more concerned "Marissa! Baby were are you!?
Marissa's pov
I heard Harry running and yelling my name inside the house, I yelled back "up here!" As Harry looked out the bathroom window again and shouted "where?"  I giggled "up here on the roof" Harry chuckled and tried getting up on the roof but ended up ripping his boxers on the way up. I giggled as Harry got closer and had a big hole right where his asshole was.
Harry pov
I climbed up and heard giggling as I sat next to Marissa, "what are you giggling about?" As I was being playful and nudge her "you got a big hole in your boxers now" as she blushed and looked the other way. I became red and the wind did not feel very comfortable right then and now. I came up here for a reason and that was to see why she came up here "babe" as I looked at her and took her hand "why are you up on the roof? It's cold up here"
"I'm up here because it's nice to see the sky when the sun comes up" as she faked smiled
"Babe, I agree but I know that's not the reason your up here, come on please just tell me"
She sighed and looked back at me "fine, I came up here because I was on Twitter and read the hate comments and they got to me so I needed a breather" I was shocked that she would actually read those "baby girl, I told you not to, so that's why you threw your phone "
She nodded and a tear fell, I quietly hugged her tight and rubbed her back " babe, I'm sorry, the fans get a little to much sometimes, what did they say?"
She looked me right in the eyes, normally she never does that, she sniffled and started to speak "they...u...um said I was a bitch... And that I was useless and clearly that I am using you and I was just faking this whole time for your attention....th ....the ..the ...y ...they called me a slut and whore. I possibly don't understand why they would do this to me, I didn't do anything wrong or didn't hurt you. As she sobbed "some other girls said that if I ever hurt you again or they see you upset that I better watch my back because they are coming after me" she sobbed hard and leaned into my shoulder crying. God I felt so bad, those fans sometimes get annoying sometimes. I tried calming her down but it didn't work, I pushed the hair out of her face and looked at her "baby girl, don't listen to them, there not as important to me as you are. Please baby, be happy for me and the baby" as I kissed her tummy "the baby wants a happy mom when the baby arrives" she giggled and sniffled again "yeah, that's true. I'm sorry I let it get to me" I shook my head "it's okay, remember the video I showed you a couple months later before I asked you to be my girlfriend? The video the fans sent to me, and how I reacted to it, if I can get through it , so can you. We can do this together" I kissed her and brought her back inside "how about we take a nice warm bath, doesn't that sound nice" she nodded and stripped her clothes and got in, I got in behind her and she laid back onto me and closed her eyes, I smiled and was happy she felt better, it just hurts knowing the fans could said so many hateful things, I sighed and washed her body and my own body and didn't want to wake her, I dried her off and carried her into bed, she doesn't need clothes on as I said to myself. After putting her in bed I put the holy boxers away and got in bed naked to. I turned on the tv as a background noise and got on my Twitter and posted "hey guys, I know Marissa has been acting strange these last days, but that doesn't mean you say hateful things to her and blow up her phone making her destroy it. Now we do love our fans but when it comes to personal things we might just cancel the next showing if you guys keep doing this stuff, I already went through it and she doesn't need to. Lots of love, Harry." I posted it and put my phone to the side and put my arms around Marissa and just made her feel safe and loved. As soon as I was about to take a nap, my phone went off, I answered "hello? Oh lads hey. Oh yeah you guys can come over. See you in a bit" I ended the call and kissed her forehead and let her sleep and got on more than just boxers this time and went downstairs to clean up a bit from running around. Hour later the boys were here and they came inside and sat down
" so what's up?"
Louis: well we saw what you posted and we all looked at the hateful comments that were sent to Marissa and we agree with you, if they don't stop this we will cancel the next show.
Niall: we already seen you went through this and we don't want her to go thought it
Liam: it's hurts knowing that she's being attacked and we can't do much about it
Harry: thank you guys so much, she's sleeping right now, but if she heard this she would be so happy. But since you are all hear I need to tell you something
Lads: okay mate what's up?
Harry: Marissa is pregnant and has been since we started tour.
Lads: we knew it! The bump is totally noticeable
Louis: I knew it from the start, she was the first one to tell me. She told me first because Harry was already upset and didn't want to cause any more trouble.
Harry: I understand, well she's due anytime so,now we just wait. But thanks for coming over. Bye
The lads left to get food and I went back up to Marissa who was now awake sitting up watching tv "good afternoon babe" she smiled and was confused why I was dressed "oh I had the boys over and we discussed stuff, and I told them about your bump, they said it was noticeable. "Well it is, and thanks that was hard" as she smiled and pulled the covers up more " so what are we going to do today? I want to go out and shop because we have nothing for the baby , but the fans will just send me more hate, I need a new phone to" as she sighed. I came to her side and laid my head gently on her bump "the boys and I will go shopping for the baby, and I will get you the iPhone 6s because I know you don't want the plus" she smiled at me " you know me"she kissed me and ran her fingers through my hair. I smiled and kissed her back and texted the boys about the plan and got my shoes on, kissed her and left.
Marissa's pov
Ah that boy is amazing, he is very special to me. I'm glad he understands. I can't wait till this little bug gets here and is happy to see her daddy. I got out of bed carefully and got dressed and opened the blinds and let some light in and went downstairs to make some food, I made some chicken and steak so when Harry gets home after a long day he will have food to eat and he can just relax. I cooked it all and put it aside still heating up and a few hours went by and Harry still wasn't home. I texted Harry and no response, I text Louis and he replied
M: hey are you guys done shopping?
L: yes, we got a big truck to deliver the stuff to the house, it should be there right now, Harry said he wanted to party before he becomes a dad so we're going to a bar, is that okay?
M: yeah, that's fine. He deserves it. Okay well thanks for letting me know.
L: no problem, I'll try and make sure he doesn't come home drunk.
M: your the best! Bye!
L:bye!
I smiled and heard the doorbell ring. It was the truck and the delivering people . They brought everything inside the spare bedroom and I payed them and sighed when I stood in the room with all the boxes still not open. I knew Harry wouldn't be home anytime soon so I ate a little bit of food by myself and started unpacking the nursery, thank god it was already painted because I couldn't do that by myself. I have had a few boxes unpacked and set up. I got a text and opened it
L: hey, I'm very sorry but Harry is drunk and I tried getting him to stay here so he wouldn't mess anything up but he's heading home
M: it's fine, I'll just ignore him and try not to piss him off, thanks Lou
L: no problem!
I sighed and went downstairs and put the food in the fridge and cleaned up and shut the door to nursery so Harry doesn't mess it up. I get upstairs and get in clothes, yes I know your probably like why aren't you sleeping naked this time. Well I don't want Harry trying to do anything so I'll just be comfortable in clothes. I get in and turn all the lights off and I lay down and sleep. Moments later I hear a bunch of thuds and a bunch of cussing. I just keep sleeping hoping Harry doesn't notice.
Harrys pov
After shopping I wanted to hang with the lads and get drunk so we agree to go and we already got taken care of the baby stuff so we headed towards the bar. The bar was quiet packed and we drank a lot and girls tried to dance on me and I pushed them off, after being there for a few hours the lads wanted to go home and I agreed, of course I was drunk and I didn't know if Marissa ever seen me drunk so I didn't know what would happen. Louis tried to get me to stay the night but I wanted to go home and sleep in my own bed. I got drop off by Liam and walked inside hitting the walls on accident and falling a couple of times. I chuckled and forgot about Marissa being in bed so I got upstairs and saw a figure in my bed so I shook it "hey, slut! Get off my bed! I have a girlfriend and she is much better looking than you" I pushed her off the bed and got in bed and rubbed my forehead since I had a killer headache. I sighed and tried to sleep
Marissa pov
After Louis told me Harry was coming home, I was scared, I've never seen Harry drunk and I really don't want to but Harry wanted to come home so after the loud noises Harry came up to the bedroom, I heard him getting closer and I kept getting under the covers. He came close and shook me "get off of my bed you slut! You nasty ugly looking piece of shit, I have a girlfriend who is way better looking than you" I was shocked that he said that and not to make things any better he pushed me off the bed and not lightly he pushed my hard. I winced and he didn't even care, so I grabbed my phone and texted Lou
M: hey, Harry came home, called me a slut and an ugly piece of shit and pushed me off the bed hard, all I have to sleep on is a couch and my stomach is hurting really bad, and of course Harry will forget everything in the morning so i guess I'll just sleep here on the couch
L: see! This is why I wanted him to stay, I'm very sorry, you can come over here if you like, I'll give you my bed, that's better than that couch.
M: it's okay Lou, if Harry sees me on your bed it would probably make things worse and that would lead to a whole bunch of drama I can't deal with
L: okay well I hope he remembers what he did, and I'll go with you to the doctors tomorrow since he won't feel good
M: okay thanks again, goodnight
L:night
I put my phone on the table in front of the couch and found a little blanket that barely covered me up, i shivered and laid down and tried falling asleep. I finally got comfortable, or so I thought and ended up falling off the couch. Harry must of heard because he came down yelling "I told you to get out of my house you bitch! I don't love you! Nor do I want you!" I was hurt from his words and I tried to get up but my legs would not move, Harry must have seen because he came over, lifted me up and threw me outside in the wet grass and slammed the door behind him locking it. Luckily I grabbed my phone. I texted Lou and was wiping the tears off my face
M: sorry to wake you, but I'm outside in the freezing cold, he called me more names and threw me outside. I'd come over there if you were awake but I think I'll just go to the hospital and get checked out. I think the baby is probably dead by now. It's hurts to walk, stand do anything pretty much. Well sleep well.
I know he wouldn't see the text until tomorrow morning so I called a cab and went to the hospital and checked myself in. After waiting hours I was finally in a room waiting to be tested on, what a night

Authors note: hey guys, I wanted something wrong to go in my story, I don't know if I should have the baby die of what? Tell me in the comments below. Thanks guys