I sat up in the bed. I just couldn't sleep. So much guilt had hit me and I couldn't take it anymore. Being in Jin's home for five months now is crazy. And what's crazier is that he isn't around anymore. The guilt buries inside of me from the 9th September. And today is the 9th October. Exactly one month. I've been living with this horrible guilt for one month. I hate it. I hate everything about it. I hate myself, my family, Jin for coming back but then... A tear rolls down my check. My throat getting dry. My cries getting louder and louder per day. The pain I've been through. The loneliness I've conquered for this sad month. The harsh reality when people don't look where they are going. What's even worse was that it was my Father. My own Father didn't look at where he was going. That of course then changed his mind about my sexuality and offered for me to come back. I declined because I couldn't live in a mad house. The 9th September... The date my world came crashing down.
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Kimseonjen - Kim Seokjin
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] 'Hi is this Jen?' 'No sorry it's Jin.' 'Well hi Jin, sorry for the confusion.' 'It's cool.' -----
