Kimseonjen - Kim Seokjin

Fifteen

9th September.

"Jin we need more milk. Can you get some please!"
"Why can't you get it?"
"Because I have got work and stuff to do. I'm too busy to go and buy milk." He sighs and gives me a quick peck on the lips.
"I love you Min Yoongi."
"I love you Kim Seokjin. Always." He smiled at me and gave me a wink. Closing the door behind him, I opened up my laptop and started to finish off my school work.

"Yoongi is that you?" A panic voice was heard down the phone line.
"Yes it is me. What do you want?" I ask harshly.
"Yoongi it's your father and I've hit someone. I'm so sorry Yoongi but I think it is-" Before he could finish his sentence, my phone dropped out of my hands and fell on the floor. Millions of tears sprung up in my eyes. Letting them all go I picked up the phone again.
"What d-does he look L-like?" I say to him.
"Tall, blonde and quiet good looking. He is wearing a white shirt and some skinny jeans."
"-----"
"Yoongi? Is it him? I'm so sorry Yoongi! I'm calling an ambulance!"
"YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU HAVEN'T CALLED AN AMBULANCE YET?! HIS BLEEDING HAS WORSENED BY THE TIME THEY GET THERE! AND WHEN THEY DO GET THERE HE WOULD PROBABLY BE DEAD! YOU ARE A STUPID FUCKING ASSHOLE FULL OF SHITTY OPINIONS! IF I NEVER GOT KICKED OUT THIS PROBABLY WOULDN'T OF HAVE HAPPENED! YOU ARE SO SELFISH AND I NEVER WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU OR MOTHER AGAIN." With that I slammed down the phone and cried into my sleeves. Why did it have to be him. Why couldn't it of have been someone else. Why?

9th October.
Tears still falling, I realised that I couldn't handle it anymore. Without him or anyone by my side I couldn't see the point. My parents hate me and I hate them. Jin Lou is happy with Hoseok and I'm sad with nobody. Jae Hee has Jimin and I have no one. Jin is dead and I'm alive. For now I am at least. I run into the bathroom and search through the cupboards. Finding my depression pills, I keep piling them up and taking way too many. I've gone and done it. I've overdosed on my depression pills. I'll finally be happy!
"Kim Seokjin I'm coming for you."
And with that my whole world went blank.