You're Mine, Noona. [BTS - Jungkook]

Call.

"You requested for the abortion papers?" The doctor asked me, while holding out his clipboard.

I slowly nodded and grabbed it. He offered me a pen and I took it, letting out a sigh when my eyes read the first word.

Abortion.

Even that word sickened me.

I bit my lip and scanned down the paper until my eyes lingered on that faint line where I had to sign.

I let out another sigh and didn't feel confident anymore about my decision once I had the papers in my hand. Jungkook's words echoed through my head.

It's our child.

The doctor peered down at me and noticed my hesitation. He put his hands in his pockets and cocked his head.

"You don't have to sign it now if you don't want to. Abortion can be done up to 24 weeks, but it's more morally accepted to be done sooner."

I gulped and stared at the paper. Putting one hand on my stomach, I clutched the hospital dress and released it soon after.

"C-can I..." I hesitated whether I should ask, and then changed my words. "Is it bad if I can have a little bit more time?"

The doctor chuckled and took the papers from me.

"It's fine. You're not the only one who asks for more time. Young couples do it frequently, and the better, because most of them end up keeping the baby." He smiled.

I bit my lip and blinked with my eyes, before looking at him.

"I'm not so sure if time will make me change my mind. I just don't want to do it so soon," I muttered. "Is that selfish of me?"

I feel bad for saying it. It's like giving this little thing inside of me a soul and then to only be murdered.

The thought scared me, and yet, I couldn't sign the papers now because of Jungkook.

After we talked, he didn't seem to be really supportive of my decision like how he pretends himself to be. No, he was devastated. I could tell by the look he gave me, judging the fact that I was kind of rejecting what he gave me. Rejecting his love that is by murdering his child. And he knew that I was going to sign the papers, today. It might explain why I didn't see him much these two days. That boy was trying to avoid me.

But there was no other way.

I'm too young for this. I can't have a baby right now. I can't become a mom, yet.

The doctor smiled weakly. "Give yourself some time. It's alright," he comforted me.

I lowered my head and stared down. Give myself more time.

At that moment, a beep went off and the doctor reached for his pocket.

Taking out the thing, he stared at it, before pushing it back in his place.

"Miss Lee, I'm sorry but I need to go back to a patient. Take your time to think about this and let me know once you have decided." He told me with a smile.

I looked at him and nodded. He bowed once, before walking out the door and close the door.

I sighed again and leant back on my pillow. Turning my head to face the window, the sun shone into my eyes and I averted them.

It was too bright. I feel a headache coming up and soon, my stomach twisted and I feel the urge to throw up.

Quickly, I swung myself off my bed and hurried towards the toilet.