Lingering.

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"What do you mean with how long?" He asked carefully.

I let out a sigh and rolled my eyes. "Don't play dumb on me. How long have you been fooling me, Jungkook?" I urged.

He didn't say anything, but I heard him smack his lips. It seemed like he didn't know how to respond.

"You remember everything from that night, don't you?" I said, realizing that it all started with that moment.

Jungkook let out a sigh, and lowered his voice.

"Yes, I didn't forget anything." He confessed.

I let out a low breath and stayed silent. This is embarrassing.

"Are you mad at me now, Hana?" He asked, carefully again. Oh god. The way how he always says my name. Goosebumps.

"What do you think?" I snorted. "You fooled and messed with me."

"I only messed with you, because you messed with me first." He retorted.

I rolled my eyes. Really? Now?

"Well, I'm sorry that you get jealous whenever I came close to a boy." I snapped and Jungkook let out a disapproving sound.

"I wasn't jealous," he growled.

"You were,"

"I wasn't."

"Jungkook, don't tell me that you don't have feelings for me right now."

He snorted and I could already imagine him raising his chin and doing a thug expression.

"I'm neither admitting, nor denying anything."

This is ridiculous. I could slap his face.

"Stop being so childish. Is it that hard to tell me that you like me?" I asked him. My heart beat fastened and I felt my cheeks slightly blushing. "Kookie, you know I like you. Why can't you let me know that you like me, too? Why do you always make me suffer that insecurity?"

Jungkook didn't say anything and I felt sad. He's still too attached to his pride. He hasn't changed any bit. It seems like my feelings never mattered to him. In his eyes, I was just an easy girl chasing after him who he can just play with anytime. He's a jerk.

"Hana, it's not that easy," he tried, but I had enough. The pain came back into my heart and my voice shook.

"I'm so done with you, Jungkook." My voice cracked and my lower lip trembled.

He doesn't like me as much as I like him. This is hurtful. He should know that I gave up my dream on debuting just to protect him.

"Hana...," he tried, but I cut him off.

"Get lost,"

I pressed the red button and ended the call.

I couldn't stand him anymore. It hurt too much. Everything I went through, all the bashing and hate I received lately got to me.

Tears started to form and soon, I let out a sob.

I was starting to cry.

Pulling up my knees, I hugged myself and laid down my head to hide my face.

Why can't someone just take away all these feelings?

Why am I always the only one suffering?

.......

"We sincerely apologize for any damage that we had caused with this news. Wang Jackson and Dansé has been dating for almost three months. They both confirmed that the other two rumors were false. Dansé did meet up with the BTS members, but only because Jackson was close friends with them and she is currently working together for their showcase.

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