Behind The Smile (Lucaya)

Thought (6)

*Mayas POV*

At school the next day, we all acted as if nothing had happend.

But I couldn't help but feel that everyone was still thinking about it.

After all, why would Riley want to be me in the first place?

Maya, she doesn't know how you really feel. If she did, she would have never done that.

I decided to listen to my thought.

When free period came, Riley and Farkle went off to the library.

I went to the bathroom and took out my makeup bag.

Good. No one here.

I quickly took off my sweatshirt and took out my concelear

I began to put a new layer all over my arms.

I then put my bag back, and looked at them.

I sighed deeply.

"What a shame, what a shame..." I thought out loud.

Beautiful scars on critical veins.

I then walked out to Lucas.

Smile.

"Football, again?"

"Sure."

And we were off.

*TIME SKIP 8:00 PM*

*Still Maya*

I sat on my bed, shakily holding the blade in my hand.

It had been a while, almost 3 days.

It was time to give myself what I deserve again.

A little cut here, a little cut there, no one will see, no on will care.

Blood dripped down my arm, but I didn't care.

I nearly fell off my bed when my phone chimed.

I angirly picked it up.

"Who-"

Oh.

It was Lucas.

Huckleberry: So what are you doing?

I was not answering that honestly.

Maya: Why do you want to know?

Lucas: Because.

Maya: Just, sitting really. :)

Lucas: Can I come over?

Crap.

I'd need to hide evidence.

Maya: Um, sure. Is it okay if Riley comes too?

Lucas: Oh, um, ya okay :/

I was very surprised.

Maya: Your dating Riley, how come your not that enthusiastic?

Lucas: Just forget about that.. So, see you in, 25 mins?

Maya: Sure.

Lucas: Okay cool.

I quickly texted Riley, and of course she said yes.

I hide the blade, the napkin, cleaned up the bathroom, and I was ready.

I put my pastel sweatshirt back on, and I began thinking.

Why did Lucas say to forget about it?

Does he not like Riley anymore?

Does he like someone else?

Nonsence. Maya, he loves Riley, not you. Stop acting stupid.

God I hated myself.

I heard a knock on the door.

I went to answer it, It was Riley.

"Hi, Peaches!" She said cheerfully.

"Hi Hunny." I said, leading her to my room.

We sat there, laughing on our phone's, until Lucas came.

"Hi, Lookie!" Riley greeted gushingly.

He smiled at her.

"Hey." He said to me.

"H-hi." I said.

We both blushed, and Riley gave a worried look.

Stop it, Maya.

We all sat in my room, Lucas holding my let Ferret.

The rest of the night, we all talked, watched T.V, and Riley blabbed.

It was surprisingly fun.

Even though my arm stung.

*END*