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Feelings

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Austin's pov.

Last night at the Fair was amazing. I can't believe im saying this but... every single moment was amazing.

The kiss

That was surprisingly my favorite part there. I don't know what to say about it now.... it was breath taking when we kissed with the fireworks in the background. It was pure bliss. It was like heaven when our lips connected.

I laid in bed screaming into my pillow. I wasn't screaming because i was mad but because of the kiss. I swore to myself that i wouldn't fall for Dean and to never stop fighting him but.. i just can't bring myself to do any of those things. I felt warm inside when he is around me. He is so kind to me and always thought of my feelings. HE EVEN GOT ME PUPPIES!!!(Fangirl moment) I sat up and played with the puppies. They're soooooo freaking adorable with their big eyes. I'm so in love with these puppies.

Dean is busy again and locked into his office doing nothing but work again. I don't know what he has to say about the kiss. We were silent after the kiss and i was extremely embarrassed. I didn't know what to do, but whatever. I can't change the past. Tabatha has been supper busy in the kitchen and has been cooking none stop with the other maids. It smells really good down there, but why are they cooking sooooo much food? I would ask but everyone is rushing around.

The puppies fell asleep except for one and kept bouncing around. I placed the other puppies into their bed and took the other one in my arms. We walked past everyone to the backyard which was huge. I put the puppy down letting him run around while i sat on the stone bench. I was in complete thought when a voice startled me. "Sorry sir, I do not mean to intrude. The head master would like to see you in his office." i nodded at the man as he bowed and walked away. I picked up the tired puppy and walked to Deans office. The puppy fell asleep in my arms as i stood at the large door. I was about to knock but Dean voice spoke. "Come in." I walked inside and closed the door behind me. He was turn around in his chair talking on the phone with some guy. I sat in front of the desk still holding the puppy like a baby in my arms.

3rd person pov

He finally ended the phone call and turned towards me and smiled. "About last night.." Dean rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment. "Im sorry for kissing you. I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable or anything." Austin looked surprised at the sudden apology from Dean. A deep red blush crept onto Austin's face. "I-I wasn't embarrassed. And it wasn't your fault. I kissed you." Austin started to feel extremely flustered, embarrassed, and awkward. "I have to go." Austin said leaving the office quickly before Dean could say anything. Austin ran to his room quickly before anyone could stop him. Austin closed and locked his door. He placed the hard sleeping pup on to the bed with the others and took a deep breath.

Austin's pov
What is wrong with me?
I sat on my bed hugging my knees. Tears fell down wetting my face. I've never felt this way towards anyone before. I don't know why my body is acting this way around Dean. Yea, he is kind, caring, and thoughtful but why am i feeling this way. I shouldn't be feeling this way. He kidnapped me and used me as a payment for my uncle and father's doing. I should be hating him......but i cant... I never had these feeling.. Is this what love feels like?

Sorry if this update was short but i had to get something out there for you guys!!!!