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#19 Poison/Payment

The sun shined through the large windows stirring the young man awake. He yawned stretching his arm out, then opening his eye to stare at the pure white ceiling.

Austin's Pov.

I can't believe he left me... to someone else.
He left me for her... he poisoned me. With his lies and allowed his enemy to take me away. To again be a payment.....

I stood there rubbing my eyes walking toward the large windows looking out on to scenery. I gazed upon the sky filled with birds fly by.

I too wish to be free just like those birds...

I sighed heavily turning away from the windows into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth slowly as i watched myself in the mirror.

I will never have happiness now or forever... I don't want to be here anymore.. I want to be free from this life.

I put on a pair of blue jeans and a over sized shirt. I put on my black toms and walked out of my room closing the door behind me. I walked down the hallway looking upon the scenery. I smelled breakfast being cooked so i followed the smell to the dinning room to be greeted by Leo.
"Morning Austin." Leo said gesturing for me to sit.
I sat down in the chair and one of the maids sat a plate in front of me with syrup. I started to eat the food which was delicious.
"How do you like the room Austin?" Leo asked as he sat the news papers down.

"It's really nice, and thank you.." I replied with a smile.

His smile faded as he looked at my face.

Did i say something wrong? Is he going to hit me?!

I closed my eyes getting ready to be hit,
But it never came.

"Im not going to harm you Austin, but i feel like you have something to say. Am i right?" He said smiling.

I nodded.

"Go on." He said drinking his coffee.

"Well.." I started. "I was wondering when i could go home. I mean back my hometown..." I was literally gonna freak out from the silence between us.

I'm gonna be stuck here... forever am I?

He placed his cup down onto the table clearing his throat.

"I disapprove of that. Im terribly sorry about that but If Dean were to get you back then the deal would be off."

Deal? What deal?! 

"Oh.... You didn't know? Dean took you in exchange for a payment from your Uncle and Father. Then he was willing to exchange you for my money, for business sake. I thought you knew about that." He said standing from his chair.

It is true...I was only a payment.

I hate Dean.

I hate him.

"So he never told you at all?! That's fowl play. He must really tricked you Austin."

I couldn't help myself.

Tears fell from my eyes was nothing. I felt a hand on my shoulder but i pushed it away. 

I was just a payment.

I stood walking my to my room in silence. I close and locked my door and laid in the bed under the covers.

Just a payment.

I buried myself under the sheets and just laid there.

5 Days Later

I sat onto the bathroom floor weakly as i hear bangs on the door. I made sure the bathroom door was locked. 

Will he just let me die...