Your Guardian Angel (GXG) (LGBT stories)

5. Ending Of a Beginning

Jane~

We all arrived back at the camp site It was now 8:06 p.m. a bonfire in front of us as we were each telling our past stories of funny things that happened in our childhood. Briannas eyes glistened from the bonfires light. She gestured her index finger to come sit next to her. I walked over and took a seat on the empty space of log that was given to me to sit. Brianna put her arm around my neck, pulling me in closer.

"Soo how was it like to longboard with the cool kids today kiddo" Brianna said with a cocky smile. I rolled my eyes playfully and shrugged my shoulders.

"I meaan I guess it was fun.. and what cool kids?" I asked jokingly. Brianna squinted her eyes, her mouth forming an 'O' shape as if shoked.

"Oh whatever jane you totally had a lot of fun i saw it on your face" She laughed poking my squishy cheeks. 

Just then I see Jamie waving his hand towards me from a distance. We leave in the morning, but i really dont want to go home anymore. It's so fun hanging out with Brianna and her friends. Brianna removes her arm from my neck seeing that I must go.

"I had alot of fun with you jane" Brianna said sweetly. I was starting to feel down now. I didn't want to leave or say goodbye. Brianna stood up ready to walk into the RV. I can't just let her walk away and we never speak again. This can't end this way no.

"Uhmm w-wait Brianna whats uh um can i have your number?" I asked nervously. She smiled reaching in her pocket for her phone.
I was dieng internally from the embarrassment of nervously asking a simple question that anyone could ask , beyond scared at this point, I took out my phone as well. Typing in Briannas number into my contacts.

"Uh so yeah it was nice meeting you" i said to her kindly. She walked close to me and gave me a hug. We were still hugging when she suddenly moved her head up and reached her mouth to my ear.

"I hope to see you again soon jane" she whispered. I blushed then we separated.  Brianna gave me a wink and walked away. Ugh why did she have to do that. She might as well should've just kissed me right then and there, but no now I have to wait for, i don't know how long, to be in the arms of this beautiful mixed caramel toned girl again.

I said my goodbyes to briannas friends as well, they said I'd be missed. Well except for raymon of course, but i really could care less about what he has to say. I walked over to my tent area. Jamie sitting with his boyfriend, playing with each others hands and i was assuming Kayla was with her girlfriend making out or something. Wow what good friends I have. Jamie smirks at me.

"Did you have fun with ya lil girlfriend?" He questioned me.

"Yeah more fun than I had with you and kayla, plus she's not my girlfriend" I said to jamie, rolling my eyes. With that I walked into my tent.

At this point I was wondering where grace was. After talking to her back in the rv i felt like she wouldn't want to talk. Why in the world would she be jealous of brianna. Maybe because we started hanging out and i wasn't paying attention to grace is that why? I  hope not, now i feel bad.

"Grace" I called her name out quitely

She didn't respond. So i tried again.

"Grace" I said louder making a sharp raspy whisper come from my voice.

Just then a poof noise appeared and grace arrived. It was the middle of the night, crickets making noises, the sound of trees being pushed by the wind. I was sitting up in my green tent, with my blankets covering my legs. It's dark but not to dark because the moon light was shining through the tent.

Grace was sitting next to me, legs crossed. She started running her fingers through my brown hair. It felt amazing, I wanted her to keep going but she stopped.

"So what's going on jane, why'd you call me?" The angel said politely.

As much as i didn't want to announce, i was going to have to ask her why she was jealous. I know this conversation is going to be tough but i just need to know.

"Uhh y-yeah I wanted to ask um.." my throat got dry relatively to the fact that there was dead silence and an awkward vibe from my perspective. She has no clue what im going to say which made me feel nervous, her mood was calm and collective, light brown eyes waiting for my reply silently.

"Well.. remember when your eyes turned orange.. and you were j-jealous" I asked nervously.

Grace looked any where else but me, avoiding eye contact. She slowly pulled her hand into her lap, fiddling with her fingertips.

"Yeah why?" The angel replied, looking down into her hands.

"I want to know why you are jealous or why'd you care so much that I was spending so much time with Brianna, you don't act like that when im with my other fr-" I was cut off instantly.

"I think I like you" Grace eyes were shut tight, her hands gripping tightly on her white pants.

"Y-you what?" My heart sunk, vision went blurry, and goosebumps when up my spine.
No no she can't, there's absolutely no way she does, i didn't even have a clue.

"I-I said .. I ..I like you" Grace admitted again, she rubbed her hands on her pants nervously. I stood there quitely, not knowing how to react. My mouth stayed slightly open as i stared into her light brown eyes. Grace finally looked at me, her eyes went wide as if coming to a realization.

"I- im sorry you probably was not expecting that.." The angel said nervously, standing up, combing her hair anxiously.

"Uh i-well you wanted to know truth, i hope this doesn't change anything.." I still remained silent like a doofus. Daydreaming about absolutely nothing because I couldn't even think straight.

Grace now grey eyes started tearing up "Im sorry ill go" her voice cracked, grace left.

I still sat in my same position. I sat up slowly then realized what had just happened. I began banging my fist into my head.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid, jane" I talked to myself aggressively.

"You're so stupid, why didn't you say anything!" myself said in third person. I couldn't believe it, I sat here dumn founded as she spoke, telling me the truth right in front of my face and I didn't even say anything. How could I have not seen this coming. How could she possibly like me. I face palmed myself into my pillow.

I cannot believe grace likes me...

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