Insanity

Memories

~Dream~

    Why was it so cold?...Ow. I really hurt. What happened?... Oh... Yeah. Daddy made Mommy bleed. He came home again with stinky breath, and hit Mommy with the loud bang thing. Wselfwulf said that he really shouldn't do that to Mommy. I don't know exactly what she means though. Daddy hits me all the time. When I tell the other kids at school though, they just run away from me and call me weird. Daddy says that I deserve to be hit because I'm in..ins...insane. That's the word he used. I don't understand though. I don't understand a lot though. Daddy said that I'm just stupid like that.

    Last night I heard Daddy yelling at Mommy, and a huge slapping sound. I ran into the kitchen to see what had happened, and saw Mommy crying in a chair at the new table that she bought. Maybe Daddy didn't like it? I tried to comfort Mommy when Daddy came back and started to yell at us both. I didn't like the way he called Mommy rude names. I ran up to him and hit him in the legs and told him that wasn't nice!

"What did you say, Nut Case?", he asked really messing up his words.

"I SAID NOT TO CALL MOMMY MEAN NAMES! IT ISN'T NICE! AT ALL! AND I ASKED MY TEACHER WHAT THE WORD INSANE MEANT! THAT! ISN'T! ME!", I yell back at him.

    Daddy looks down at me glaring with his eyes, but grinning largely.

"Listen Lunatic... You. Are. Not. The. Boss. Of. Me. GOT IT!", he wasn't glaring at me anymore. Daddy had a really scary look in his eyes now...

"NO! YOU'RE THE NUT CASE! YOU'RE THE LUNATIC! YOU'RE EVERY NAME YOU'VE EVER CALLED ME! YOU'RE INSANE! I'M NOT... INSANE!" I start to grin largely. "I AM ANYTHING BUT, THAT WORD! OK?! I AM COMPLETELY SANE! AND YOU ARE WRONG, DADDY! SO IS EVERY OTHER PERSON! I AM NORMAL!!!", by now I can't hold it in anymore. I'm tired of Daddy making Mommy cry. She deserves to smile for everything she's done for us. Daddy has done nothing for our family. If that's what you can even call us...

"SEE, YOU PSYCHOPATH! YOU'RE INSANE! YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY CRAZY! AND SO IS YOUR MOTHER!", he screams at me.

"Honey, please don't yell at her... She-she did nothing to upset you! I swear if you hit her one more time, I'll kill you!", my mom gasps at what she had just said.

"What did you just say to me, you worthless piece of trash?!", he yells at her.

"I...", Mommy looks at me with desperate eyes that say a sincere apology. I wanted to scream no, but the words wouldn't come.

"I said... that if you touch my daughter, EVER, again, I WILL kill you...", she said it looking down. Maybe she didn't want me to see her crying... I'm sorry Mommy... I already saw... I'll just look away from her...

"Come here. NOW.", he looked at me, but then glanced up at Mommy. I knew not to look, but I had to make sure he wouldn't hurt her. I was tired of him hurting me and Mommy, and calling me insane... I AM NOT INSANE.

"Leave Mommy ALONE!", I yelled it at him, knowing that I might not see Mommy again, but I don't care. Mommy can find a new Daddy, and they can give me a little brother, and I can watch over him. Even if he doesn't know that I'm there, protecting him.

"No! Sweetie get back! I don't want you to get hurt aga-"

    Mommy is cut off by a loud bang sound, and blood coming out of her pretty peach colored sundress. I look up at Daddy and see him holding a black, shiny thing that I could tell was a weapon, considering it made Mommy bleed. I stare at Mommy on the ground. She's trying to say something to me, but I don't know what it is.

"Do it... He hurt your Mommy... Do it child... Now. Before he hurts someone else...", I can hear Wselfwulf whisper into my ear, telling me just how to stop Daddy from hurting Mommy and me.

"Well? What are you gonna do now, Psycho?", he snaps at me.

    I walk over to mommy. I can finally hear what she's been trying to tell me.

"...Run..."

   I look at her with neutral eyes, but a smile on my face.

"Don't worry, Mommy. I can take care of this. But, I don't want you to see this...", I frown looking at the ground next to her. "You should run off to find a new Daddy, and give me a baby brother. I'll watch over him, it's ok. But none of that can happen, if you don't get away... Or if you see what I'm gonna do to Daddy."

    Mommy looked at me very scared, then softened the look, because she realized what I meant. Mommy started to shake her head no, when I heard a second loud bang. Blood began to come out her forehead. Mommy stared at me blankly, and didn't blink for a while.

"Mommy, silly! You can't sleep here! Especially with your eyes open! Remember what I said! But, I guess since you're already pretty tired because you had to carry that table in all by yourself, I'll let you. You're so strong, Mommy! All you have to do is turn your head for a while, ok? Mommy?", she didn't answer back, so I turned her head for her, "Mommy, just don't peek. ok? Just like when we play Peek-A-Boo! Ok!"

   I can hear Wselfwulf whisper in  my ear again. It kind of tickles! I start to laugh, and Daddy looks at me with his head sideways. Ha! He kinda looks like a dog! Wselfwulf tells me exactly what to do, and I listen.

"I turned to Daddy and smiled real big. You hurt Mommy. A lot. You also called me insane. You're gonna die now.", I said it very flatly, and made sure Daddy was gonna be scared of me now. Just like Mommy was of him. I ran underneath the table, to the kitchen drawer for a knife, and ran up behind him. I poked him once, in the back and he walked awkwardly forward. I ran up in front of him, and did the same to his stummy! Then another, and another, and another, and another. Another. Another. Another. And one more to where Mommy always said was my heart, and Daddy stopped crying and stopped moving.

"Hey, Mommy? Can we go get ice cream~? Mommy~? Still napping, huh! Well, I guess I'll call that special number you said to call in case of emergency, because there is just blood everywhere! But I'll help clean up! Don't worry! But, because of daddy, will they call me insane? If they do, I'll just do the same thing to them! Ok?"

    As I went to reach for the phone, I heard another loud bang. I looked down at my stummy, and saw more blood. Wow... We sure do have a lot of this stuff... I fell down and hit my head. But I didn't go completely unconscious, yet. It was all just a blur, really. Some lady came into the house and saw all of us on the floor. She got out her phone and dialed three numbers. She started to cry and yell into he phone. A few minutes later, people in uniforms came and picked up Mommy. After that, they got Daddy. Then finally, two people came and put me on a rolly bed, and put me in a moving box. It really did hurt whatever that bang was... I'm also really cold... But after that it was a little fuzzy, but then I lost consciousness right after I heard them talking about some female not making it. Not making it where, I wonder? I hope she gets to where she's going, soon...