Insanity

   Ow... What... What happened? Rowan. Where am I? What happened? Where is... Where is Wselfsulf? Wselfwulf... No. Open your eyes. Wake up.

"Niyah~" Wselfsulf coos to me.

   I just groan. It's all I can manage

"Niyah~! WAKE UP!" Wselfsulf yells right into my ear.

I'm suddenly filled with energy and sit right up. I get light headed from sitting up quickly. I keep my eyes shut as not to see Wselfsulf again. But I need to look for Rowan. The floor... The floor is cement? I open my eyes and look at the ground. Blood. Blood everywhere. Where-

"Niyah! Hey! Look up!" I look up to see Wselfsulf giving me an impossible grin. Her mouth seems much too large, and her teeth are impossibly sharp.

"You See the pretty picture I made for you? It's quite... RED." Wselfwulf says the last word as a growl. No...

   I lift my head to something that I could never un-see. This Picture would scar me for life, and I knew it as soon as I opened my eyes to look up at her.

   Rowan was lying on the floor with her face frozen with fear. Her eyes were wide open and so was her mouth. She obviously died in a great deal of pain considering she looked like she was screaming in terror. She was looking right at me, asked she was screaming for my help. But what will scar me the most was the condition she was in. She had multiple shotgun wounds in her chest, but from her waist down, was ribbons. It looked like someone had put her lower half in a paper shredder, and just threw her down on the floor. Or her waist down, she wasn't even human looking anymore. It was just pieces of her. Her insides we falling out of her, and there was just so much blood. All over the floor, and on the walls. There was even some on the ceiling. How... How could this have happened... I turned my head to the side to vomit.

"Do you like it?!" Wselfsulf shrieked happily. "It's all just for you! Yet the best part is that now she can never bother us again! Just me and you FOREVER!"

   I sat there is shock. Just staring at my half grinded up friend. My best friend. This had to be another nightmare. No... This is just... Too real... I can smell it. The blood. My nose filled with the stench of it. I vomit again.

"Now, now Niyah! If you keep doing that, I'm gonna have to punish you!" Wselfsulf laughed as if already planning how to torture me.

   I continue to vomit when I hear sirens. No. I have to get out of here.

"Uh oh! Looks like someone is in trouble! What did I tell you?!" Wselfsulf screamed into my ear.

   I hear people running into the building from somewhere. I don't know where from. I don't see any doors. All the sides of the room are draped in shadows, and I can't see what lies beyond them.

   Wselfwulf cackles, and I hear it fade away into nothingness. The next thing I know, is the police barging into the room from behind me, and I can't move. Rowan's blood is all over me, and I realize how this all happened. Wselfwulf possessed me, and... I don't even want to think of what happened next. All I know is that I'm here now. Sitting in front of my dead best friend, and I did this... Somehow... I'll go away forever because of this. And not even to a normal prison. From the condition Rowan is in, I'm going into a mental hospital. Forever. No more freedom. The insanity has finally caught up to me... Are you happy yet, Wselfwulf?

   I begin to feel something well up inside me, and I let out a horrible wail that doesn't even sound human. It's horrible, and it won't stop. I turn and stand up on my feet. I keep my head down, still letting out the awful noise, and I slowly look up at the police.

"Help me... She... She's gonna come back... She'll..." I choke on my own words. I start to cry hysterically.

"Please... Miss... Just stand there... We can help you..." The police sputter out meaningless words to me. They can't help me. No one can.

"SHE'LL COME BACK AND KILL MORE PEOPLE AND IT WILL LOOK LIKE I DID IT! SHE POSSESSED ME TONIGHT, AND SHE MADE ME KILL ROWAN! SHE KILLED ROWAN, BUT SHE MADE ME DO IT, AND NOW ROWAN IS DEAD, AND IT'S MY FAULT, AND... WSELFWULF IS GOING TO MAKE ME KILL EVERYONE! INCLUDING ALL OF YOU! HELP ME FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!"

   I scream it all at the top of my lungs. It's all to the point where you can't even tell what I'm saying. They're all pale, and I can see one of them reach for the gun and another for his radio. I can't tell what he says, as my wails begin to fill the room again. I fall to the ground, tears streaming down my face. I can't hardly breathe. I know what's going to happen to me. They all think I'm insane, but I'm... I'm... My head pounds, and all I can think is that I need to cry and release everything inside me. I can't feel my face, my throat burns, and my eyes sting for freedom. No more freedom, though. I have to go away for a long time. I didn't think I could fall over to this side so easily. I'm gonna die a vegetable. I'm gonna die never getting to see my friends or family again... Friends... Kooper... Kooper... I start to bawl more. How that's possible I don't even know. All I know is that I am dead in the inside. I will never get to see Kooper or my mom or Rowan again... I fall over onto the ground. I curl up on my side and pull my knees to my chest. I can't move now. I can't breathe or catch my breath... What if... I'm... Am I really insane? I... I... I can't think straight... But what I do know, now, is... All I can think is... INSANITY.