Love

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I cannot begin to explain the love I have for this guy. Lucas always keeps me entertained.

We did have a minor argument one day because I was having an insecure moment. I've always had a problem accepting my body for what it is, but on this particular day I really wasn't feeling like myself.

Lucas got so mad at me. He kept saying "Bae stop doin' dat to yaself. You beyond beautiful and if nobody else tell you dat, I will forreal". I've been getting better with it and he's bringing out things that I never thought I had in me and he's helped me realized so much.

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"Aww Lucas we only got 3 days left with each other." I say with a puppy dog face. I didn't want him to leave and 2 weeks is definitely not enough time to spend with your other half. Forever would be better JS.

"I know. I wish I could stay longer. When I get right in L.A., I'm comin' back to get ya and you gone stay dere wit me. I'm serious." Lucas states.

"I'd love that. Shit B.R. is my home, but I'm ready to experience new things. Plus I'm trying to get my career started; I even quit my job to pursue it." I say blatantly.

"I'll help you get to whereva you need tah be. You my lil ridda. You ridin' fah me, so you know what dat mean?" He asks me, making sure I understand his point.

"Nah, what that mean?" I answer eager to hear what he has to say next. Then he places his long finger under my chin and raises it to meet his brown eyes.

"We good fah life. Ya heard me right? Fah life." Lucas expresses. I could feel the truth behind his voice, passion and determination etched in every word he speaks to me. Now it hurts even more to have to watch him leave to go back home 3 days from now, he is right though. As long as I stay down, we'll be in a place we never though possible. I take his word for that.

On another note, I've noticed that Troy and Red have been getting closer. When I asked Troy how he felt about her I could see the difference in his demeanor. He likes her, but I already knew that.

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A few minutes ago, I invited Red over my place so we could have a little in-house shindig with the guys(dont laugh at my word choice I'm old school sometimes).

"Ay Ray, you know when Red comin' ova?" Troy asks as he turns around to the back of the sofa facing the kitchen where I am currently getting the snacks together. Lucas is attempting to find movies on Netflix that won't have us all in SlumberLand in the next 30-45 minutes.

"She should be here now. She's not too far from here. But of course black people gone always be late. I still love her though." I answer laughing at my pettiness. I hear the doorbell ring and I know exactly who it is.

"Hey boo!!! I'm here. Don't tell me nothing about how late I am, you lucky I'm here at all cause my bed was talking to me. Swea to gawd" Red states as she takes off her shoes by the door and walks in front of me towards the living room.

"Girl you know I ain't trippin'. Thank you for coming though." I say smiling. This girl is a mess.

I go back into the kitchen to grab the snacks so we could get this thing poppin'.

"Lucas baby. Can you come help me get the rest of the stuff please? Cause you knows as well as I do that I am one clumsy muhfuka." I ask making fun of myself and I hear everbody laughing at what I just said. Hey, you gotta live a little.

I see Lucas tall, lanky, sexy ass walking in the kitchen towards me and I have to get a kiss. His lips just look so delicious.

As he is grabbing the Seagram's bottles off the counter I ask for what I wanted or more so begged

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As he is grabbing the Seagram's bottles off the counter I ask for what I wanted or more so begged.

"Can I get a kiss Zaddy?" I ask putting on my innocent voice. Of course he hears me and when he leans forward I am brimming with satisfaction, I give him two slow pecks on his soft, blush pinks lips and then proceed to grab the food, because before I get distracted we need to go back in the living room.

Troy and Red are all boo'd up on the other sofa having their own little moment. Baby steps I see. It feels nice to have a simple night doing simple things. 3 more days left to enjoy it😢.

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There goes another update. I appreciate all the love you guys are showing me with this book. I'm trying my best to make it as worth while and original as possible. As always I love y'all and thank y'all so much 😘😘

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