hypnotize Me With Your Eyes (Under Construction )~

Ch 3

hey srry for taking so long to update pls read u wont regret it~

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Layah's POV~ still in the classroom

My breath hitched. I felt like my heart was gonna burst. I can't believe its him...He's gorgeous. I know I don't know him but the moment I locked eyes with him I felt like there was a strong moment of understanding and a bond that would never ever break and I knew he felt it too.

He sat right next to me. Never breaking eye contact.His gaze was unnerving

Come on Layah. This is what you have always wanted. Now is not the time to get tongue twisted.

You can't keep staring and deep breathing like a creep. "Be a big girl and talk to him" I mumbled to myself as a pep talk.  I looked up to see him looking ...confused. 

He was tense and his brow was furrowed. He kept clenching and unclenching his fist while glancing at me . He looked like he was in pain or  having a internal fight maybe should I ask him whats wrong?

But before I could he gave me one glance filled with so much emotion I was taken back and just  like a flash it was gone and now he stared at me blankly and with a stiff hand he gave me a note. 

I glanced at the note and back at him. I hesitantly took the note and looked down and read the note. Each word bringing the agonizing sting of my heart breaking. It read: 

 I don't want you,I reject you. You mean nothing to me and you never will. Move on with your life and don't disturb mine.

-your mate

Tears immediately began to drop from my eyes as I read the note.My breathing started to pick up from anxiety and I was slightly shaking .He doesn't mean it. He doesn't mean it I kept telling myself over and over while slightly shaking my head. I looked up to him  hopeful  that maybe he'd look at me playfully as if this was just a cruel joke. 

He stared back with the same dead look and I could see it . 

He meant every word .

The realization began to set and the rejection began to creep in like a disease tearing my already broken heart to shreds.

How such simple words could break me so fast. This is the power of a mate. My mind was chaotic asking questions, wanting answers,but the only question that was truly clear in my mind was why?? The pain hurts so much . Why? Am I not attractive? Why? Did I do something to deserve this why?? 

Why? why? why? my eyes flashed a glowing dark purple Why!?

The bell rang and I was fast to gather my things and leave but right before I did I glanced at him one final time.By then my vision was extremely impaired  from all the tears but I swore I saw a slight twinge of guilt right before I begrudgingly tore my eyes away and  ran out of the classroom.

 Constantine POV

As I sat next to her my thoughts were running a mile a minute.

    She is a distraction from the clan, she will drag me and the clan's progression down , she might not be pure blood . I kept listing the different logical reasons why I didn't want a mate to distract myself from the fact that she was the epitome of everything  I have ever wanted.  Finally , squeezed my eyes shut in frustration and  I clenched my fist  Enough! That girl will make me weak. The Bloodshield clan cannot have a weak leader . The fates have made a mistake that I will correct .She is a liability that I do not want and will cut out .