hypnotize Me With Your Eyes (Under Construction )~

Ch 4

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Layah's POV

After Jay dropped me off I mumbled a quick hello to my brother and went straight to my room and flopped on the bed . I know I said I wouldn't say anything negative again but something being wrong with me is the only reason I could think of for him to do this to me.

Now that I'm alone reality and grief has settled within me.My heart hurts so much. I can feel my inner wolf scream for her mate.

My body began to curl into itself as I began to cry, tears streaking down my face I could barely see. I felt so extremely vulnerable as though someone slashed me all over and poured salt in my wounds leaving me to wallow in pain.

Hours or days, I am not sure, gone by no sleep, no rest, no peace.Just pain, heartbreak and a river of tears.

I had contemplated all the things that went wrong and cried over all the lost dreams I had of a love filled future.

laughing bitterly Had I known the pain would be so intense I would have avoided finding my mate entirely .

This is what I've been waiting for? This is what all this build up led to? All the dreams of acceptance and love, all the stories of mates finding each other. This is what I patiently waited for, naively love sick over something that hadn't even happened yet.

Only to find that the fates can be cruel . This taunting feeling of having something you desire so badly so close only to be snatched away in a twisted turn of events.

I laughed at the thought

And began laughing more my eyes glowing through my insanity and sadness now accepting the pain I laughed at my own stupidity

little did I know there was darkness emitting me in waves shrouding the room like thick miasma acting as a beacon for a man with green eyes  in the distance.

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Constantine POV

Wake up. Feed. School. Work. Drink.Sex. Sleep

This is the routine since my first day of school and the first time I saw the woman that plagued me. I was constantly busing my self . Going the extra mile in everything and everyone seemed better for it. My father happy with my effort in both school and work . My friends happy to drink and pick up women with me. And Tiffany happy that she was a constant bang for me .

But STILL my mind finds ways to go back to her.

Filling my thoughts no matter what I do and I have to consistently push down the eerie feeling of regret.

Almost a whole week has gone by since I saw her. I thought as I took a shot of vodka focusing on the burning sensation and the slight hazing of my senses that comes after.

That beautiful face marred by my impulsive rejection. The pain she must've felt I could never imagine but ....it needed to be done.

Or so I keep telling myself

There is an ache in my heart that I have never felt before and I will do my damnedest to ignore it.

I go to take another shot and my hand is grabbed bringing me back to reality as I hear the loud music blasting in the bar.

I come face to face with the amused face of my best friend Ashton" Hey man I am not gonna lie and say I'm not happy to see you joining us for drinks lately its been alot of fun. But tonight you have a meeting with the mutts leader and you're  gonna want to be sober. Have you had a real drink lately man?" his eyes turned slightly serious at the question.