Just hold me in your heart (boyxboy)

Chapter 1

The photo above is Avery ^

Chapter 1

*AVERY'S FLASHBACK - 6 YEARS OLD*

"Daddy, stop it!!!" I screamed

"Get the fuck out of my way son! Your mother is a fucking whore!" He said as he slurred his speach.

"No daddy! Leave mommy alone!" tears started falling down my cheek as i screamed at my father.

"Richard, you need to stop this! You're drunk!" I heard my mother scream at my father.

I looked toward my father as i saw him reach behind hos back to pull out a gun.

"DADDY, STOP IT!" I screamed, jumping in front of my mother to protect her.

"BOY, YOU BETTER MOVE THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY!" He screamed at me.

I didn't move. I stood there wide eyed as my mother stood in shock.

"No.." I mumbled with blurry vision.

BANG

"NOOOOO!!!" I heard my mother scream.

They pain spread from my shoulders down the rest of my body..

BANG

My mother fell beside me. She layed there in her own pool of blood. Silent.. emotionless.. Dead..

I looked up at my father and saw him put the barrel of the gun to the roof of his mouth.

He looked down at me one last time and pulled the trigger..

I layed my head back in silence.. And listened to sirens in the distance as i closed my eyes, and everything suddenly became dark and silent..

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I heard a knock on the door and rubbed my eyes as the sunlight blinded my vision.

"Come i-" before i could finish my sentence, the door swung open, and there was Mrs. White.

"Today's the big day" she smiled at me.

"What?" I asked as i gave her a confused expression.

"You're going to your new home. Remember?" She looked at me.

My eyes widened as i feintly remember her telling me that she had found a family that wanted to adopt me.

It's been 11 years that i've been here. And somebody finally wants me..

A broken, mute 17 year old, emo faggot.

And they want me..

I'm not complaining. I guess i'm just surprised, that's all. They've got an 18 year old son. A 6 year old daughter, a white pickett fence, and a cute little husky dog.

The problem is... I'm not sure how long it will take me to trust these people.. After 11 years of depression, i may finally be able to feel happiness again..

I got out of bed and took a quick shower. I blowdried my hair and teased it a bit. I made sure that i had everything in my hands and i closed my bedroom door.

As i walked down the hallway, all of the other kids were jumping on me, pulling me in every direction.

"I'm sorry guys, but i'm leaving" i whispered to them. I was upset. But only because i would never see these kids again..

"Where are you going Avery?"

I shook my head and looked down. "I'm just going for a really long walk guys.."

They had nothing to say to me, so i hugged them and thrned away.

Mrs. White started the car as i put my seat belt on, and we were off..

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We pulled into the driveway of my new home. I felt the butterflies in my stomach, and i felt like i was going to vomit everywhere..

I saw a little girl in the doorway, and when i stepped out of the car, i saw an older woman walking towards me.

She ran up to me, pulling me into the warmest, welcoming hugs. She was so sweet.

"Well, you must be Avery! My name is stephanie! Welcome home!" She was so cheerful.. She seemed so happy to have me here.. And i actually felt good for a moment. A little girl walked down the walkway, and jumped into my arms.

"Are you my new brother!?" She looked at me with wide eyes.

I smiled softy and whispered "yeah" loud enough for her to hear me.

"That's taylor. She's 6 years old" smiled stephanie.

I put her down, and looked at stephanie with a smile. "Well why don't we go inside!" She said

I just nodded, following her and Taylor. I looked back and made sure i had everything in my hands.

I looked at Mrs. White and saw the biggest smile on her face. I gave her a soft smile back and walked into the house.

The smell of garlic bread, and pasta hit me in the face like a boxer's fist.

She lead me up to my new bedroom, and smiled at me. "Dinner will be done in a few hours, so that'll give you some time to relax and unpack your things."

I smiled softly and nodded. "Your new father should be home soon, he's at work. And my other son, kenneth is in his room down the hallway. I'll send him in here in a bit to meet you." She smiled. "I hope you enjoy our family. We will take care of you." She said.

I gave her a tight hug and thanked her as she closed the door behind her.

I stood in the middle of my room and stared at the wall before i walked to my new bed and opened up the boxes.

I eventually got everything settled, and i still had about an hour and a half before dinner time, so i decided to lay in my bed and take a nap.

I put in my earphones and listened to Sleeping with Sirens, With Ears To See, And Eyes To Hear. I eventually drifted off to sleep. And cuddled into my pillow.