Friends Forever?A sequel to "Friends Again?"

Chapter 17

We finish and she gets up and starts to clean. Taking care of dishes and everything. I'm glad she found me and I continued giving effort. I continue pondering my thoughts and end up absently minded staring straight at her. "Enjoying the view?" She teases and I smile snapping out of my thoughts "Hell Yeah! I don't think it could get any better" she chuckles as I comment. I finally get up and I go to kiss and hug her."Love you" "I love you too but can I ask you a question?"I tense but agree." Why were you crying when I first woke up?" She continues. I drag her to the couch then I start." First I have a question to you then..."She nods and I start again. " why were you upset when you gave the baby back? Are you afraid to have a baby?" I ask hoping she isn't she always been afraid of her mom getting hurt with the baby. I always have wanted a child to call my own. At least just one. 2 at most. I guess I'm just nervous. "No baby I want kids of my own like you do I know but her name.. That's what got me Her name is Lilly just like mine It's like they are trying to replace me or at least josh is.It was in hand writing. That could have been mine Cam. It scared me that they are trying to replace me with the baby" Half way through she starts to tear up and when she is completely done she is blown into full tears and almost shaking. I wipe her tears and try to look her in the eyes. She lifts her hand and I guess I had started crying again and didn't know it.