First day anxiety
It was like everyone was watching me. Of course they weren't because everyone was too busy connecting with friends and showing off their new stuff but still I felt like I was under a microscope. Like always I didn't feel pretty enough, smart enough or even on level with the people around me. To say I had anxiety was an understatement. I knew I had to prepare myself for the day because everyone's slightest movements would be carefully over calculated in my mind. While to others I was the quiet shy girl.
But who knew, it took one person to have me open up. One person to make me see that I could fit in and be normal. All I had to do was talk about what I knew and familiar with.
Don't get me wrong anytime I go somewhere I have the same pain staking feeling but at least now I know it gets better.
