Howling At The Moon

Howling At The Moon chapter 6

It had been two weeks since i had been to school, and to be honest i felt happy i was going back. I need to improve my behavior, because no matter how angry I get or how upset I am I need to control my actions. Not just for me but also for James because I know he has gt in trouble and had to deal with things he should have never had to deal with because of me.

"James, you have homework" I asked James as we walked out of the school building. "Yeah but it's easy" he said reassuring me, the thing is I have never been good with home work and when me and James was little he would ask me for help and I would give him the wrong answers and I would feel bad because I couldn't help him with his work.

"You know I Can get a job" I told James who looked up at me "what's working papers" he asked "working papers are papers you get so you can get permission to have a job.

As soon as we got into the house i ordered some pizza and slipped some hot dogs into the microwave. Me and James watched some tv and ate our pizza, i put hot dogs on ,mine and gave a few of them to Lola. I made sure James got all his homework done and later that night i went to the packs location to talk to Rina and Ashley. 

I walked down the path and saw Rina talking to Chace, and Ashley looked over and smiled and waved to me. It was a while after we all hung put and i saw Jack watching me to see if i was doing as i was told. 

Rina can read into the future and Jack could look closely into your past, something about them being together made everything feel upsetting. but when Rina and Chace are together everthing feels peaceful, Chace has the wolf spirit of peace so he gives of that to other people.  

Jack and Andrew came over to me and we walked away from Rina and them. Andrew looked me up and down and smiled and Jack did the same "What did you hear" Jack asked me, "nothing they are just good friends". I could feel Andrews eyes intensely looking at me, i could feel him wanting something from me that i do not like thinking of. 

I have the wolf spirit of sense, i can sense when things are going bad. Many people can sense things but mine are clear and i get images. Rina gets images of the future, and that is what makes us special. Ashley has the spirit of wind, wind can be scary just like she can be but at the same time it can make kites fly  bringing happiness to people around her. 

I tried to leave Jack and Andrew, Jack left but Andrew stayed and asked if we could make out, of course i said no. But even though i said no i already felt our lips touch and felt him hold me tight so i couldnt brake free. I felt his hand move across my back and up my shirt, he gave me goose bumps up and down my spine. He tried to get me on the ground, and he did no matter how much i fought, i felt almost like i couldnt do nothing. I heard a zipper and felt my pants slowly coming down, i reached down for them and told him to stop. He kept going i started to say stop louder and louder until i screamed stop and pushed him away. He looked down at me mad, i slid from underneath him and started to walk home. I hear him get up he started to run after me, i started to run as fast as i could in the direction to my house. I felt him reach for my arm but i moved away, i finally made it in and remembered James went to his friends house for a few nights with Lola so he could have some thing to do. 

I heard my door open and i sat in my room at the corner of my bed with the door shut. I watched as my door slowly opened, Andrew stuck his head in and looked at me. He came over slowly to my bed and he got onto it. I looked into his cold black eyes and felt him tough my lips again.

Andrew has the wolf spirit of a manipulator, he can make you feel things you wouldnt usually feel and talk you into doing things that he wants.

I felt so calm as he laid me down and kissed me. 

I thought about everything i did wrong in my life, and how now im doing the worst thing i could have ever done, and faced consequences  that are sever.