SpideyPool It's a Deep Type of Love

Alluring Nightmares

Peter's P.O.V

Once I ended the call I start packing but I feel my breathing start to hitch and I fall to my knees and sob in my hands.

"W-WADE!! I fucking h-hate you!" I scream and my voice cracks from my crying and whimpering.

I don't wanna leave....
But if I stay that's just more pain on me....
And I've had enough pain..
Where would I even go??
Maybe stark towers???
Hopefully Tony will let me stay for a while.
Well let me give him a call.

"Hey tony! How you been??"
"Hey web head. Whatcha need?"
"I barely called you and you are already assuming I want something?"
"Peter. I know you. Soo what you need or want this time?"
"Well..... I was wondering..... Can I stay at the tower for a bit?? I need a place to stay for awhile."
"Why? What did you do this time??"
"Me and my boyfriend broke up...."
"Oh.... Then of course Peter. You're welcome to come whenever."
"Thanks Tony."
"No problem Petey."
I ended the call and felt myself begin to cry again and I knock out.

My dreams were so vivid and I could make out every detail.
I saw Wade.....
With her.....
And he looked....
Happy.
Happy with her..
She was undeniably stunning...
Wade and her looked genuinely blissful with each other...

Time passes...

They get married...
In the forest.. On a rainy day.
It's gorgeous and has a great aesthetic of green.
They kiss and everyone claps..
They both wave and walk down the isle hand in hand and they look happy..

Happy that I'm out of his life..
Maybe this was never a mission...
Maybe he did wanna leave me...
And he needed an excuse...
I was just an emotional punching bag.
There when he  need me and even there when he didn't..

They have kids together...
A daughter....
And a son..
They are utterly adorable...
They grow up to be so beautiful...

I don't want to rid him of that perfectly perfect life...
I think it's time I leave to the tower...

As I walk out and look back to the apartment one last time,memories flood my mind and I drown them out with music and walk to the towers. With subtle tears rolling down my eyes.