Jungkook didn't know how he really got to this point. The point where he was on his knees in only pyjama pants hunched over the toilet with nothing left in his stomach. His face was red and puffy from his tears and they still were falling as he sobbed, hoping everyone was asleep, as it was midnight. He sobbed and sobbed on the floor of his bathroom for a good 5 minutes before he felt a big, warm hand on his back gently rubbing it. Jungkookie didn't bother looking to see which hyung it was, yet he still curled up in the others bare chest and sobbed.
He got to this point after he was looking himself in the mirror, he said out loud to himself with a quivering voice, "I like girls.. And b-boobs..." He couldn't finish as he started to cry quietly, then they got louder and he started coughing, which led to the puke. He's tried many times looking through a males sex appeal magazine with naked/half naked women, yet he didn't feel anything. Yet when he saw an attractive males chest, male sex lines, or a happy trail, he shivered and his heart might've jumped a little. A stinging feeling he doesn't get when looking at women.
The one rubbing his back and holding him to his chest was Taehyung, the one he was closest with. It wasn't until Hobi, Yoongi, and Jimin came into the bathroom that everyone started to get concerned. They all sat around the two and quietly asked what's wrong, tae just looking at them and mouthed an "I don't know" to them. Once their leader and the eldest came in, everything calmed down a bit. Kookie's sobs silenced somewhat but where still there, and he stayed under Tae's chin, sniffling and rubbing his puffy cheeks.
"Jungkookie-ah, why're you crying at 12:40 AM?" The sobs came at full force again and the others scolded Jimin for asking, as kookie was now sobbing again into Tae's chest. Taehyung hugged kookie and the maknae wrapped his arms around the others neck, sobbing into his shoulder now. Namjoon sat on his knees and gently rubbed the youngest's arm and quietly asked, "Jungkook, nothing will get better unless you calm down and tell us what's wrong.."
"I'm sick! I'm sick because I like boys rather than girls and I don't want you all to hate me because I'm gay!" Jungkook sobs out in between cries and everyone sits around him and tae, pulling him into a big hug, all seven of them. "Kookie, how could we ever hate you because you like boys? The rest of us are all some type of queer as well, so you're not alone..!" Hobi says quietly and wipes some of Jungkook's tears, a gently smile spread across his cheeks. "R-really?" Jungkook stutters out and sniffles, looking around at everyone else. They all simply nod and he cries silently, not from sadness, but from knowing his hyungs couldn't hate him for who he loved.
Once jungkook has stopped crying and fallen asleep in Tae's arms, Tae and Jimin sit on Jungkook's bed, everyone else gone to bed.
"He thought we'd hate him.." Jimin says quietly and looks up from the sleeping maknae.
