Chapter 22 - As Long As I Love You

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March passed into April with no hurry, the way I wanted it to be, but I still found the days disintegrating like dust. Danielle had signed up for a Grade 10 Final Exams course so that she would achieve a good note to show her teachers once she got back in Ottawa, and she spent a lot of the hours studying for her tests. Alexander turned twenty. I drew and practiced the song we'd written--Sunset Memories. 

     May came, full of glorious sun and warmth.

     Two months left.

     I kept saying the words over and over in my head, each repetition burning sharply. Two months. I only have two months left with her. It was killing me. 

     The days melted in my hands like water.

     Then Sunday, May twelfth, I woke up with a positive attitude for the first time in a while. Sun was glistening through the curtains like diamonds. On the bed, the blankets shuffled around.

     ''Happy birthday,'' I told Danielle.

     She appeared with a smile on her face. She looked alive and excited and sixteen. Her eyes were bright. 

     ''Thanks,'' she said. ''I can't believe I'm eligible for driving now.'' 

     I frowned. ''What's the driving age in Canada?''

     ''Sixteen,'' she replied. ''Why, is it different here in Germany?''

     ''Hell, yeah,'' I said, standing. ''We don't get to drive until we're eighteen. Well, Curt can do it with Mom's supervision, but he'll be stealing the car when his birthday comes.''  

    ''Oh. That's interesting.''

     I went over to the bed, wearing only a pair of sweatshorts because it had been so hot out last night. I crawled over Danielle to lie beside her. She turned to face me, a smile on her lips. 

     ''You're older than me,'' I said quietly. 

     ''By how much?''

     ''About two months.''

     She grinned at me. ''I don't feel that much older. Guess you're more mature than me, that's why.''

     I frowned. ''Neither of us is more mature than the other,'' I told her. 

     She giggled. ''You're right. We're both crazy.''

     We laughed. I liked the way the sound came out of her mouth, the way her lips formed them and shaped them. Her lips were a pale pink. They looked baby soft, perfectly shaped, full . . . they must've been wonderful to kiss. 

     ''I got you a present,'' I said, getting off the bed and reaching under my pillow. 

     Danielle pushed off the covers and sat up. ''You didn't have to.''

     ''No, I wanted to. It's your birthday, after all.'' I took the parcels out. They were wrapped in purple paper. 

     She sat on the edge of the bed and I followed her, watching as she tore the paper and opened the first item.

     Her fingers picked up the 4B pencil. ''These look amazing.''

     ''German hand-crafted. Better than American ones.''

     ''No kidding.'' She took the 6B pencil and drew a little smiley face on my hand. ''Thanks.''

     I gave a little smile. She opened up the next gift.

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