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Toxic

TAEKOOK

Jungkook pov
I silently sang to myself as I cooked dinner for my boyfriend of two years, going on three.

I was making korean beef, Taehyungs favorite. I hope he likes it. Last time I made korean beef for Taehyung he yelled at me and told me I fucked up the entire recipe. He made me sleep on the couch that night, but in the morning he made me pancakes and apologized. I love him so much, even though he gets angry sometimes.

My family and friends told me to leave Taehyung a long time ago. When Taehyung hit me the first time I was really surprised. It was a month after we had first started dating. I had to stay late at work, and I forgot to text Taehyung. I didn't even expect it when I finally arrived home, Taehyung was furious. He thought I was cheating on him. I would be lying if I say I wasn't scared when he punched me, giving me a black eye. After that night Taehyung apologized the next morning, so of course I forgave him. But my friends didn't. My best friend Namjoon told me he would beat the shit out of him, but I begged him not to. I loved Taehyung, and I still do, and I know he loves me. Even if he gets angry sometimes.

My heart jumped when I heard my lover enter our shared apartment. "I'm in the kitchen Tae!" I yelled, trying hard to finish the special meal. Honestly I was scared to present this meal to Taehyung, but I just want to make him happy, and proud of me. I was surprised when Taehyung didn't come into the kitchen, is he mad at me, did something bad happen at work? I felt my stomach do a small flip when I thought about Taehyung being mad at me or angry. The last time Taehyung was mad I ended up in the hospital with a fractured rib. That was another time when my friends begged me to leave him, Namjoon almost forced me. But everyday I was in the hospital Taehyung brought me flowers and chocolates. He told me countless times that he was extremely sorry, and I believed him.

"Jungkook!" Taehyung suddenly shouted from our bedroom. I jumped at the angry tone in my boyfriends voice, I just want him to be happy. "Yes Tae!" I responded and continued to set the table for our meal. A quick wave of fear spread through my body when Taehyung didn't respond, he is mad at me. I exited the kitchen then slowly made my way up the stairs toward our bedroom where I found Taehyung angrily pacing back and forth. "What's wrong babe?" I asked as I hesitantly approached my angry lover, slightly afraid of being hit. Taehyung suddenly grabbed my upper arm and shoved me backwards, causing me to fall against the wall. "W-what's wrong T-Tae?" I mumbled as I tried to regain my balance, Taehyung looked at me, a shiver ran up my spine when I saw the anger in his eyes. I love his eyes. "Work is stressful Jungkook!" Taehyung yells at me and my instant reaction was to shrink and cover my face, "I'm s-sorry." I mumbled. Taehyung glared at me before stepping towards me and pushing me onto the ground, "you don't even care!" He screamed before kicking me in the stomach. My breath hitched and I quickly clutched my stomach to try subside some of the pain. "I-I do care." I whimpered, tears of pain blurring my vision, why do I put myself through this hell? All of a sudden Taehyung collapsed onto his knees and started to sob into his hands, I've never seen him cry. Worried about my lover I quickly crawled up to Taehyung, trying hard to ignore the aching pain in my stomach.

"Tae Tae, babe are you ok?" I mumbled, scared that he would hit me if I raised my voice. I flinched when Taehyung suddenly looked up at me, expecting a slap or a punch I was shocked when Tae wrapped his arms around my neck and hugged me. He's hugging me. Even though I was happy, I couldn't find myself able to relax in my boyfriends protective grip. I'm still scared. "J-Jungkook I'm so s-sorry." Taehyung cried into my shoulder, creating a wet spot. Is this apology sincere, or is it just another one of those empty ones he's always throwing at me? Taehyung lifted his self off of me and held my shoulders so we were face to face, I stared into his eyes and for once I saw true sadness in them. And it broke my already fragile heart.

"Jungkook, I'm so sorry, and I mean it this time. I'm a terrible person, and I don't know why you have stayed with me these past two years. I don't deserve someone like you, and you deserve someone way better than-" I cut Taehyung off by smashing my lips against his, trying hard to fill this kiss with my forgiveness. Of course I forgive him.

"I love you Tae." I breathed inbetween the kiss. "I love you too Jungkook."

Sorry for the kinda depressing stories lately, lol, umm don't worry I'm gonna try to write a little more fluff in the next few chapters, maybe. Peace.