Believe Me

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YOONJIN

Yoongi pov
I stared at the floor as I walked to my next class. I was constantly bumping into my other classmates but I didn't care. No one likes me at this stupid school anyway. Everyone knows I'm gay. Everyone knows I'm different and somehow in their small dumb brains, being different is wrong. I've learned to shut out all the negative people and insults thrown at me. So basically I've learned to shut out the entire world, and that's fine with me. Less pain, no heart break, and no dissapointment.

"Yoongi." A soft yet strong voice whispered, I opened my eyes and realized that I had been standing in the middle of the now empty hallway, and to top it all off I was crying. "Hey Yoongi are you ok?" That same voice asked, I looked up and was surprised to see Jin standing a few inches in front of me. How does he even know who I am? He's the most popular guy at this school, well I guess I'm popular too but for all the wrong reasons. "Why are you crying?" He asked, my face instantly contorted in anger as I aggressively wiped at my eyes. "I wasn't crying." I growled, Jin's eyes widened but he still continued to just stand there and stare at me. "What the fuck is your problem?" I snapped, more tears beginning to fall down my pasty cheeks. What is my problem? "Yoongi are you alright?" Jin asked, this time stepping forward and reaching a hand out to me. This can't be happening to me, why now? I was having a panic attack, in front of Jin. The hallway began to spin as my breathing quickened and my eyes filled with painful tears. I felt my body collapse against something warm and soft, then everything went dark.

"Hey Yoongi, are you ok?" A familiar voice asked, my head ached as I slowly pried my eyes open. "Fuck, what happened?" I groaned as I sat up, that's when I noticed where I was sitting. On Jin's lap. "You started to have a panic attack, then you passed out and fell on me, you were only unconscious for like a minute." Jin spoke calmly, I felt my face turn red, "t-thanks for catching me I guess." I mumbled while rubbing the back of my neck awkwardly. Jin gave me a breathtaking smile before standing up and offering his hand. I blushed once again before accepting his offer and allowing him help me to my feet. That's also when I realized we were still in the hallway, just us. "B-bye." I mumbled before turning around and getting ready to make a run for it, but something stopped me. A warm hand around my scarred wrist. I slowly turned around to come face to face with Jin's gorgeous smile. "Yoongi." He whispered, we were so close I could feel his warm breath against my lips. "Yes?" I gulped, my face burning from the intensity. Jin slowly leaned forward, so close I could feel his lips brush against my ear. "Be my boyfriend." Jin whispered into my ear before placing a soft kiss on my neck. My heart stopped, like literally I think I'm dead. "W-what?" I stuttered, Jin giggled before leaning back and staring straight into my eyes. His eyes were so intense I couldn't stop myself from staring back. "I want you to be my boyfriend, I've had a crush on you for the longest time, please believe me and be my boyfriend." Jin spoke softly, his eyes never leaving mine and I felt like he was reading my mind like a open book. I couldn't comprehend what he was saying, why would Jin have a crush on me. I didn't even know he was gay. He must be pranking me, this is obviously just a dare. But, what do I got to lose if I say yes? "Ok." I whispered, Jin's lips instantly formed into a smile before they were suddenly pressed against mine. I'm going to regret this.

"Jinnie!" I called out to my boyfriend of one month when I spotted him talking to this girl, in the exact same hallway he confessed to me in. At first I didn't believe Jin when he confessed, but I actually think I love him. My life has been nothing but better ever since we started dating. He's told me that he loves me countless times, but I just haven't had he courage to say it back. But today's the day, I'm going to tell him. I was smiling as I slowly approached my tall boyfriend, he was still talking to that girl. I was only a few feet away from them when it suddenly happened. He kissed her. I watched in horror as their lips molded together in a disgusting way. It felt like someone stabbed me in the chest, where my heart used to be. I quickly turned around and sprinted out of the hallway and the school. My tears blinding me as I ran to my dorm, this is why I don't trust people. It always ends in heartbreak, I knew he didn't love me. And for a awhile I actually believed him. But the saddest thing is, that I love him. "Fuck!" I screamed in anger as I slammed my dorm door shut and collapsed onto the floor. My painful sobs wracked my entire body as my tears created a puddle on the cold floor. I didn't think it could get any worse, but I was wrong, my phone suddenly started to ring. Jin's contact picture flashed on the screen, I began to cry harder as the memory of his lips against that bitches lips flashed in my mind. Soon the ringing stopped but it was instantly followed by more ringing, along with Jin's picture mocking me. "I hate you!" I cried as I threw my phone against the wall, the small device instantly shattered into pieces, the ringing finally stopping. "I hate love." I whimpered.

I jumped when loud banging broke me out of my louder thoughts. "Yoongi! Babe are you in here!" Jin yelled from outside my room, why does he want to hurt me more? "Go away." I mumbled, all my strength and rage replaced with nothing but sadness. "Baby what's wrong, I've called you like 30 times why didn't you answer?" Jin asked while he tried to open the door, of course I locked it, dumbass. "I threw my phone at a wall." I deadpanned, "what, why?!" Jin yelled. "Because I don't want to talk to you." I whimpered, those same bitter tears rolling down my already stained cheeks. It suddenly went quiet, did he leave? He's probably happy, he can go date that hoe. "Y-Yoongi why?" I heard Jin finally mumble, he sounded like he was also on the verge of crying. Why is he upset!? He's the one causing the pain! "Why the fuck not." I growled, my same angry attitude coming back. "Baby I don't know what I did but whatever it was I'm so sorry, please don't be mad at me..I just want you to be happy." Jin sobbed from the other side of the door, we probably look ridiculous right now. "Don't lie to me, you just think it's fun playing with my emotions!" I cried, my chest aching from all the sobbing. "Yoongi open the fucking door!" Jin yelled, I flinched at the sudden anger in Jin's voice, I've never seen him angry. I hesitated before slowly dragging myself off of the ground and unlocking the door. Instantly the door flew open revealing my boyfriend, his eyes were red from crying but he also looked angry. "Yoongi." He whispered before stepping forward and pulling me into his warm embrace, "f-fuck y-you." I cried against his strong chest. I'm still mad at him, I don't know if i can ever trust him again. "W-why d-did you k-kiss her!?" I sobbed as I wrapped my arms around his slim waist, I don't want to lose him. Jin's grip loosened and the next thing I knew I was staring into those same intense eyes I love so much. "What are you talking about Yoongi?" Jin asked, his brows furrowed in confusion. How can he lie so well? "I-I saw y-you kissing a g-girl earlier." I whimpered, I feel so small under his strong eyes. Jin's head tilted to the side as if he was a confused puppy, maybe he has short term memory lose. "Oh, baby that was my older brother, he has a girlfriend." Jin laughed cutely, "what?" I mumbled, I'm such a fucking moron. "Yeah, I haven't come out to my family yet, so that's why I haven't introduced you to any of my family." Jin elaborated, I don't think I've ever felt so stupid and embarrassed in my entire life. "I'm sorry Jin!" I cried before throwing my arms around my giggly boyfriends neck and hugging him to death. "Haha its ok baby boy, I should've told you since me and my brother look so alike." He whispered against my neck causing my hair to stand up. I smiled when I felt those soft lips kissing up and down my neck before stopping at my sensitive ear. "I told you Yoongi, I love you, and for once please believe me." He whispered before dragging his lips along my jawline and connecting them with mine. I moaned as Jin's lips moved against mine perfectly, almost like a dance. "I love you too." I breathed in between the now heated kiss. Jin halted his actions and gave me his breathtaking smile before continuing to mark me with his love. I don't regret this after all.

I finally updated! Lol, sorry schools been a bitch. Thanks to one of my friends for giving me this idea!

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