(Killua X OC)One Shot[On Hold]

Lied

Kiri on the picture.

Third's POV

"Leave immediately,never show your face to us again"A man with long silver hair said with a harsh glare towards the blonde maid in front of him who looked really shocked.

"Eh?B-but why?!Why,Masters?!"She asked in bewilderedment,her eyes widened and her body shook from fear of leaving the estate.

"How dare you?!filthy girl who don't even know the consequences of what you've done!!You and Killua will never be together!!"A woman with bandages all over her body shouted hysterically.

Realization dawned on the maids face.She hung her head low,tears fell from the corner of her eyes as she answered reluctantly.

"Y-Yes...Thank you for keeping me here,I'll leave immediately"The girl said while her tears completely soaked her hands.She ran out from the room,sobbing loudly.

'I'm so sorry,Killua-sama...'

Kiri's POV

I immediately ran to my room and started packing my things.I don't want to leave from this estate even though I knew what they are.I don't want to leave Killua-sama.He's the only one who bothered talking to a mere maid like me.He's the only one who didn't hurt me like the others,he consider me his friend.I really tresure him...I love him.

Tears soaked my clothes that I'm holding but I just didn't care anymore.I changed into a casual attire and neatly folded my maid uniform before laying it on my bed.I grabbed my luggage and take a one last look around before running out from my room.

When I made it out from the butlers head quarters,I immediately sprinted towards the opening where Canary is stationed.When I arrived there,I immediately cried.My tears just couldn't stop anymore.There stood Killua with a confused expression.

"Kiri?Why are you crying?!Did something happened?!"He immediately rushed to my side,dropping his skateboard on the process.I wiped away my tears with my sleeves and came up with the plan that I will probably regret for the rest of my life.

"Sorry,Killua-sama.I just tripped a little.Sorry for being weak.I'm fine now"I lied before standing up.My eyes turned dark and empty,almost emotionless.

"What the hell are you talking about?There's no way you'll cry over something like that!Tell me what's-"

"I said I'm fine!!"I yelled,cutting him off on purpose.I turned to him with a glare before looking away again.

"O-Oi...Kiri,are you really okay?"He asked again making me roll my eyes.I faced him with indifferent look before speaking.

"Why do you care if I'm okay anyway?You can't possibly understand me."

Every word that I spoke made him shocked.His royal blue orbs widened and his body started shaking.

"Kiri?What's wrong?Why are you saying that?"He asked,his face almost looking so distorted.I bit my lip in order to not say anything wrong.

"What's wrong?Nothing's wrong.Isn't that what you want to hear?I'm saying this because I'm tired of playing with you."I coldy said which made him pained even more.I turned around as I felt my eyes getting watery again.I began to walk away,tightly gripping my luggage.

I'm already ready to leave him but he grabbed my wrist making me stop on my tracks.

"No...don't leave me alone.Kiri please,don't go.I don't care if you hate me,just don't go...I love you too much to let you go..."

Eh?

My eyes widened as I feel my heart tighten in pain.

He loves me?

I love you too...

Is what I wanted to say but I can't.I need to get my distance from him if I want him to live happily.

I breathed deeply before saying.

"Well,I don't love you.In fact,I hate you.I'm not an employee of Zoldycks anymore.You can't order me around anymore too.Let go,I'm leaving"

Please...just let me go...Or I'll cry..

"B-but!But I don't want to lose you!Kiri please don't leave me all alone!You're all I have!Don't leave me!"He cried,hugging me from behind.I shut my eyes tightly,not wanting to show any tears anymore.I took another deep breath before placing my hand on his.I slowly take off his arms from me before facing him with a glare.

"You're nothing but an instrument.I was planning to get my hands to your underworld connections so that I can control the Zoldyck estate.But since your parents already fired me,there's no point in staying.I don't love you or whatever.In fact,I hate your kinds.Assasins...killing whoever stood in their way without hesistation or mercy.Only caring about their missions.Taking lives of others like humans are only common pigs.It's so disgusting to live someone like you,it's like living with a demon.I don't really care if you love me or not because the Kiri you saw,played with and love is just another of my facades.I don't want to see you again."I said with no emotion at all.

He stared at me with wide eyes,His tears continued to flow out like a river but I can't care right now.I can't comfort him like old times.I need him to hate me...

I turned away from him and walked away leaving him devastated and in pain.Tears came again like a waterfall as I take the steps that will take me farther from the one I love.Thorns pricked my heart and I can feel it already broken to pieces.

I'm so sorry Killua,I don't want this to happen.If I don't leave you,I will only bring you trouble,please understand when you find out the truth...I'm so sorry...

~*~

"Are you really sure this is what you want?"Bisky asked me with furrowed eyesbrows.I let out a small smile before nodding.

I've been living with her for quite some time.I also trained under her and I also told her what happened.And now,I'm here.Watching Killua in his adventures from afar.

"I don't want to be a burden to him when he becomes the head of the Zoldycks.I don't want him to think that I'm a nuisance.I want him to live the kind of life he wanted."I answered her question.She sighed before speaking up again.

"What if the life he wanted was with you?"

An audible chuckle escaped my mouth as I faced her.

"Will he be smiling like that if he wanted a life with me?"I said pointing at the white-haired boy I love so much.He was laughing and chatting with his new friends that he met in Hunter exams.A life without me in it.Maybe it's for the better.I don't want him to be prisoned by the past anymore if I show myself to him.I just hope that he will find the one that can bring him happiness unlike me.

If I need to sacrifice all I have for him.I'll do it without a second thought.Maybe...just maybe I can repent my sin with that.

I lied...for the both of our sakes..

The end.